Whirling Flamenco...

与马来西亚的夕阳

2011-09-01T01:34:00.005+08:00

马来西亚的夕阳
红通妩媚景色就像巧工
一手点染生动的即景。
黄昏烟云缭绕的色彩散放情丝万缕。

你对我说外地的天气不像这瞬刻的阳光
就像是快乐已走到尽头
外地美丽的光环也不会瞬间地消失
多霜的清晨我也不会笑得哀伤

可是外处的天候
光辉潦倒转变了冷暖
我感觉不舒适
你让我走就像是只为我的一滴泪流

我还是想念着与你手牵手度过每一分秒
没有季候的更替能够打转我对你的感情
我还在做出同样的一个梦

淡褐色的明眸仍还有当初让我倾慕的作用
稍美观的莞尔还在你魅惑的嘴角隐约地上翘着
我眼角与来自远方
微微地落下蓝天久久蕴含的天珠与泪光

我不愿意离开马来西亚的声音
我放不下离去马来西亚的身影
什么时候我们才会偶然地相遇在各自奔走于自由的之后
什么时候我们才会真实地表露蕴藏于心底的那一段歌词

让我用马来西亚的天气来说想你
让我用马来西亚的天气来说爱你

- 小闪星 -

2011年8月31日

小故事

2011-06-12T23:15:00.005+08:00

阿拉伯数学。

学校承办了一项有关数学解答秘诀的讲座会。有学生问主讲的数学家，若想深入解答繁多且错综辣手的数学题，到底有没有任何捷径可依循。这是因为学生们都被迫了解及使用各式各样的方程式。大家觉得那是烦琐费事。

数学家简单地答复了学生的提问。方程式还不是由简单加、减、乘、除汇集而成，方程式方面可不必担忧，只需要一些必备工具就行了。学生疑惑不解：“我们需要一支笔和算草纸，还有什么呢？” 数学家笑着说：“垃圾桶。”

预想完成工作或动作，就必须熟练以及经验。就像数学题并不是深奥，只要不是寻觅捷径，多练习熟练了就能产生巧妙办法，找出窍门...

放不下。

情感上痴迷还是牵挂，前后两者都是人们会哀哭喊痛苦放不下的罪魁。

苦者询问僧侣，"拿得起，放得下"何谈容易？僧侣只吩咐苦者，举起手中紧握的杯子，接着慢慢地将刚沏好的热茶倒入杯子。当杯子里的热茶即快盛满时，僧侣并没有把茶壶放下，而最终苦者被从杯子流下的茶水给烫着。苦者连声喊痛且松手将杯子给砸在地上。

人类不会因为痛而放不下，痛了才会放下...

汽车雨刷。

路上行驶的普通轿车，驾驶座位前方都装置了一片透明又能耐的挡风镜。透过挡风镜我们可以清楚遥望车前迎面而来车子，推测车子之间的距离与时速。

大雨至，镜子把外来的强风落雨与车子内的司机给隔开，避免了那职场落魄的司机成为被雨淋的落汤鸡。这个时候，挡风镜外的透视程度十分低，视线里大凡只有洒落的雨水朦胧。司机慌张又失措，望不到前方的去路。坐在旁边的孩子轻轻地对父亲说：“爸爸危险，爸爸忘了启开雨刷器” 小孩开朗的微笑，其车内温馨的气氛，不禁缓和了父亲的心烦。

雨刷抹扫去镜子上的流水，车外的路途清楚了少许，父亲望得到雨后天空最终会出现的彩虹...

故事点醒了的父亲，失意有时。不得志并不是人们必须考量的问题，如何摆脱失意的苦恼才是重点...

白鸽

被强权的蹂躏，市井百姓们挣扎脱离独裁者的厚权控制。独裁者发觉情况不妙，决定逐步把手握的权利，发放及授予厚爱的一群曾辅佐独裁者的政治家。独裁者卸任国家总管后，眼中看得到的，是政治家将国家治理得有条不紊，民众也不惜放下干戈，回流支持现任的领导。

独裁者寻来了民间领袖对谈。独裁者忏悔并祈求百姓对于他昔日的暴行宽恕。领袖们纷纷赞同。政治家认为白鸽象征着和平，决定不久后举行一项放白鸽仪式。民间却传言建议并赞同这一说法，放走一只只乌鸦好比放走白鸽更来得有意义... 因为...

政治家就像是独裁者，就是没有一个好东西。天下乌鸦一般黑，都是以自己的利益为本...

作者：小闪星
截稿：2011年6月12日
备注：部分内容摘自某文章而加以修改编成...

The best day?

2011-06-04T02:34:00.011+08:00

人性？人到了最无助就会相信。所谓的无助就是当你举起双手，无法被御赐你所向往争取的，抑或就连单凭你双手都无法为自己拱上梦寐以求事物的时候。因为相信，就是最基本的求援。

打个插，如果摆在眼前有两个选择，这一个分叉随着时间的拖累，停滞了你的决定。一边是可观的捷径，一边是无期的路途，而前者路险多阻，后者则平坦通行。脚步停下来估量抉择，最难受的是无法下达决心。

2011年6月4日:
人类不会轻易说放弃。我从来没有想过放弃能够换来我申述我可能得到的权利。我怀了上述的念头。我一直在期待以及等待，土著定额分配制度下大学预科班的分位。足足满月的希望，基本上是越拌越浓，内心的定向不停地恍惚。精神不集中，难道就想连我继续求学的心态都给吞噬绞碎？

预科班是一条捷径。大学的学位永远都是优先敞开给预科班于先修班。我忧虑没有深造本地大学的机会。我每天吩咐自己抄经文 -- 《般若波罗蜜多心经》。相信佛祖会为我诞下一个被录取的机会。我不认命于一只小犊被牵着鼻子的方式走，主人说直走就走就是不给你拐弯。

40 来篇说多不多，就是无法完成半百的要求。毕竟自己也承认毅力不支。

“变空。而色不异空，空不异色；色即是空，空即是色”

上述失败。我依然回到了原点，待在母校就读先修班。命理有时终须有，命理无时莫强求。不是我的就不是我的。今晚上述录取名单的公布，只好在成功为我抹去了拖累以及疲惫，终于我前方为我铺下的路线只剩下唯一的那一条。

美好的一天，我拥有了定向...

作者：小闪星
截稿：2011年6月4日
备注：信心与信仰之间，选择信仰是仰慕前者，并跟随他们的方式生活；选择信心是鼓起自信，随着理想并以牢实的方式踏步生活。

气候更替的周期

2011-05-30T03:30:00.005+08:00

好热的天气，虽然身体外只覆盖着一层薄薄的背心，汗珠还是稀稀拉拉般滞留在体肤的表层，整身粘粘不自在地。悬着转动天花板下的那盏电扇，在无法为我解热之余，还好的是能够为我提供了尚需的环境。我回来了。

气候的转变就像是律定下来的那样，随着周期释放出各式各样的天气。早期大气干爽，接着好有几个星期的雨季，再来闷热的熏陶，忽冷忽热似的。教我怎样适应？我在烦恼着应该如何入眠，是不是数绵羊的孩子比较容易进入睡乡？

18岁的我有时也想，干脆成为大不了的小孩就罢。怦怦跳跳跌跌撞撞过日子那又该多好。至少小孩子跌倒了本身会爬起来，再被绊倒也不怕照样地起身。

我现在意识到在各个领域方面上，不管是成绩还是感情及态度，我已经不慎双脚绊倒了自己。这一段时日以来，我会持续惧怕煎熬，接下来的打击就是辛苦。我怪罪自己增经怎样空转地，怎样懒散地。我发现越想就越愧疚，责备我应该可以获得更上好的。

我清醒却矛盾般地惭愧于，我正在选择了等待援救的方法，希望路过的辅佐我扶起我，而死赖着坚持不起身。先修班的日子，印象中是我被绊倒后的去处。我不曾接受它是我接下来的迈进据点，相反地，徘徊在微秒机会获得的大学预科班上诉与先修班之间。我对自己无所适从也定不下心。

我败于摆脱乱糟糟的思绪。

命理就像是近来的气候，有浪峰也有波折。父母亲对我说，我农历诞辰日落在闰月，一般人不容易推算卜出我命中的斤两。然而我还是好奇地追问自己，我此刻命中到底是富贵还是卑贱？

我败于如今还站不起来,而不是站不稳.。败于知道怎样处理自己，而绝不尝试。

外头下起了大雨...

“辉星” 2011年3月30日

Au Revoir! ~The Diary of Nobita~

2011-04-18T08:17:00.038+08:00

Casual worker: (24 Jan 2011 - 18 Feb 2011)
Full time worker: (7 Mac 2011 - 1 May 2011)
SU0631

The Diary of Nobita

Since the day i answered Sir Boey, the manager of Sushi King outlet, i did ask myself repeatedly, why I should work in Sushi King? What's so fun in Sushi King which impressed me to go on working? Honestly, i was not happy working when i was being casual worker. I was new and kept being bullied. Haha but now i understand, it's the only enjoyment during working. Teasing? Gossiping? Being crazy? Yup. Those are. Actually, food service damn boring to me. Have to do the same things everyday. Irraishaimase, take order, serve customer, clear table etc.

How to continue? Actually, I had made another original note about my resignation. But i lose it. Well, all comes out with my feelings will do...

Why to resign? Honestly, I have to go on pursuing my study one week after. In addition, my hands can't withstand any duty in pantry. The detergent and soap had been eating away my fingers. Thanks to Sir Boey, Kak Linda and Abg Syukri, i know you all had tried your best to arrange me service. Abg Fauzi and Bob bob, somehow my place had been replaced by you two, working in pantry. Sorry... =(

Service? I appreciate the three months of life we working together. You all treated me as kid, a new family member of yours. Happy together is the best phrase to describe everything. Bob bob, you are the one always forgot and forgave about my mistakes and my trouble to you. You taught me how to not showing rude in front of customers. Also, take order and end bill, how to be patient and service. Miss your Ber~ Ber~ I really miss it. Remember your promise, I still want my trip to Melbourne and Canada =)

Abg Fauzi, the fresh memories between you and me should be the time I started working in Sushi King. I noticed that you liked to tease me and bully me? Did you really hate me? I wondered. I really took you as my senior in the outlet and now, you still are my senior. =) I had taken all the fool and tease on my easy. We are friends aka my good workmate right? I feel warm when you embraced me on my last day. Less smoking can? Take care of your health and all the best on your study my amigo =)

Kak Bibi, you are cute. Haha somehow i wanted to pinch your cheek. But I didn't. Remember my only secret in the outlet? Seriously, I trust on you. I never tell anyone about it. Keep it forever. Put more effort on working ah. I hope in the future, you were be DM or state manager (created by me =P). Don't act cute and do well as acting cashier.=P Miss your Jahat Bernard!!! And the expression in your eyes. =P Saya memang jahat ke? =P

Kak Linda, you liked to story telling all the hilarious things which had happened in our outlet. I liked. It's the cause I could smile out when I was tiring. Actually, I hoped it for more in every single day. You scolded me once, was humiliated. "Bernard, gentleman lar, help Huijie to take the tray lar..." Ya, guy must be more gentleman in every situation. You once scolding me why I knew nothing about the stuff of opening through i had been working for about one month. I got shamed. Anyways, thanks for the breakfast and cakes always provided. If Auntie Chocolate comes again, help me to send her my regard o =)

Sir Boey, you are a funny guy also act such like a kid. Honestly, all sorts of feeling hard to be expressed in words. I always asking myself, "Am I so lucky to work under you?" As my information, the previous restaurant manager is more strict in discipline. I wonder why I still can't get any warning letter from you as always wearing white socks and never took off the plates after doing end bill. =P Lately, once i online Facebook and saw my account name, i will think of you seriously. You are the one named me Nobita? I can't remove it in Facebook already. Haha Don't again miss out your meal. Try to make it 3 meals in everyday a. Try to get rid of skinny a. =P I guess, when you are reading on this, you would like to do a fake slapping on my face. Don't you? But now you can't make it =( Choose original is my sincere advice k? Original is yours forever k? He is your forever and ever Sushi King Sauce =P At last, I reply you the message "小熊祝大熊 All the best", 大熊祝小熊 Health and Success =)

Abg Syukri, "Serve yourself Green Tea" which i wrote to all service. I remember it well. You felt angry with me. Haha I felt something wrong with you treating me. You not even liked me after that incident. Actually, I was quite enjoying when you scolded me. Was I crazy? I admit I am. Focus on customers har!~ All of you just stand aside cashier counter will do lar. Sorry. Indeed, I am not good as service. But i felt glad to hear you commented nothing on me in the pre-Bonanza meeting. "errr... Bernard no comment... just do the best" =) Speechless? Or really I have nothing on both good or bad side? Anyway, i hate you treading on my foot. Hahaha Blek~ =P

Kak Ain, you are the one among the service crew, who taught and guided me a lot on my duty. eg. how to mop floor, how to do labeling, do closing and so on. Once i had thought of replacing you as a cashier. Haha Actually, I interested in something related to money. Don't always feel boring to work, working is an enjoyment with your teammates k? =) I owe you something still remember? ICE-CREAM!!! Hehe =P

Abg Ruslan, I treat you as my friend, my workmate. You are the one always had me goose bumps. Dear? How are you today dear? Luckily you were not using Darlin~ O.O Ai yeye~ Why you asked me how are you once i punched in? Weird lar. =) Were you using too much scent? Haha I don't like the flavour. =P Don't simply invest in, my advice. Take care =)

Li Ean, the best partner ever during closing. Remember our target? Must be done closing before what time what time. =P I had once requested Sir to arrange you closing with me. Believe? =P But that closing was the worst ever. 11.20 only we done. Like gossiping. Kacau the whole world. =P Always grab my xiao xiao xiong and considered him as hers. Crazy one =P Don't always count on your OT can ma? Haha Do you know you are the person kept asking me back to Sushi King last time in the end of February? Or else, we wouldn't know more about each other. Sorry for very very emotional when we went break together. You are the one who dared to teach me and confided me to draw money from Pak Lang. Haha =P Seriously, I miss the last break together with you, Ahma and in Pak Lang and Station One. You are a friend indeed. God bless you and me =P

Siok Teng, you are the only female staff in SK who dared to point out my mistakes and faults. Scolded and "rude" to me along this few months. Haha Please, relax during working k? Too rapid your action. Through my sixth sense, you are a good listener. Am I right? =P Mr.Pantry! Mr. Bernard! I knew the one calling me surely was you. A true busybody. =P You knew something as many as me k? Maybe mine one a bit lesser? Haha We do a deal, exchange our mind want? =P Believe me, you can be tough and you can be strong, but one day, you still will cry. Seen your first cry in SK kay? Fair! Four of us cried in Sushi King before =P Thanks for guiding me during Bonanza when i was arranged to be Host. Good experience. Ahma! Be the youngest Ahma in the world. All the best in your future =)

Huijie, You brought me into Sushi King? That's why i was so easy to take service? Because of these, I was 'specially' treated by all the staffs? Afraid of the answer is definite. Very thankful for you had brought me working here. =) And Sorry. For some reasons you cried in the kitchen previously. Xiao Jin Yu! Want my Yakult??? Haha Did you ever count on how many bottles you got from me? =P A secret to you, maybe not a secret already, when you were smiling widely, to customers or to any staffs, you are cute. =P Once i did jealous on you. Because of i wanted to do host. I totally got no chance played on the role you know? Really very difficult to do host? Maybe and i don't know. You tended to get emotional on many occasions and cried. Very agree with Li Ean, you could be brave to fight for any of your rights, i really admire this. There is something i should learn from you. Do you remember you splashed water and bubbles on me. And did you know the day you really made my eyes very painful and red?? You are such a small girl. =P No more curi makan ice cream again. No more your clenched fist "threatened" me. Will miss it. =P

Halim, you are very irritating. =P Not much to comment on you. Blek~ =P Clumsy. Try to help out your workmates ya. It's the way to survive in Sushi King. You told me you cannot adapt and not suit to this job. Nobody is born in food line. Learn from experiences. kay?

Kak Natrah, seriously, you like to smile and laugh out. Haha I promise, won't dine in Sushi King QBM kay? Tapi sekali boleh? =( Haha Kerja sini susah tak? Customer memang banyak. Selamat Berjuang o =)

Resigned workmates in February:
Abg Nasrul, Very nice to meet you actually. Miss your shaking ice cream moment. Haha =) Creamy and sweet my ice cream made. If we meet again, i belanja =) Why you always in sad looking o? Cheer up k? Hope you do. =)

Rachel, less and less impression on we did working together in Sushi King. I did want to talk to you in your last day. It turned out with I served you as customer later. Well =)

Eunice, you did once throw me a question i never could answer you. Your last day yet. Haha still remember? Till now, you haven't accept me as friend in Facebook. I can't answer you yet... A regret? I ask myself...

Khoo, very enjoy working in SK. Didn't you? Save money for your future using a. You like being isolated or seclude yourself from other staff. Road is sweet if you are optimistic... =)

Rosle, Glad can meet you during Bonanza. =) One day later, must bring me travel to your hometown o =P

Kak Eeda, I was so sad since i had taken out the Sake Knife, you never helped me to stab some of the bitchy customers you know? Haha joke joke. I still owe you your why question remember? =P Happy working with you. Will miss you =)

Jeremie, our first meet was your last day. Venue: Pantry SK QBM =P Your face is so funny. Haha It's a compliment. =P Your told me closing is suffering. Not agree!!! =P

Nepalese,"Samakhai!!!" Haha if not mistaken, it means "salam sejahtera" =P The most memorable also the most peculiar calling to me would be "ROMEO!!!" Why? Because of Juliet? I miss saying Hi ASHOK!!! Then get replied with Hi~ROMEO lol I think someone will agree with me. =P Ganesh, thank you very very much. You had taught me how to stay strong. You had given me a lot. Terima Kasih =) You are the one I most respect to among Nepalese. Ranjan, get rid of tobacco k? You are smelly. I am not your shu shu (uncle) k? =P To all Kaiten foreigners, sorry i say. I break my promise to stay overnight in your hostel once before leaving Sushi King. Haha =P Bye. By chance, we still can meet up.

Local kitchen crew:

Abg Saiful, Yus, Kak Rohaya and Hasimi,
You all teasing and joking with me all the time during working especially Abg Ali. Sometimes it's too over but I don't mind. You all had taught me how to be matured. =P I know i am a ginna~ I never angry with you all. Honestly, my Malay sucks. Sorry if i can't understand what you had tried to tell and order me to take something. Yus, at least, in my last day, i knew everything you ordered me to take. No any mistake i did. All in all, you guys are great. =) I would like to stress that, smoking is not a sign of reaching the stage of maturity. That's why, i am a kid from you all. =P Lastly, Yus! You must faith to your original... Because your original take you as his original too. kay? kay? Promise? *hook hook finger =P*

Chu, piggy, you are the one I always had to be careful in words to talk to. Haha Though you have a violent and quick temper, i feel all right to chat with you. Be optimistic too. =)

Pak Su, Din, don't know what to say, just don't miss my massage Pak Su. Din, are you okay? Your injury. Be careful next time ya... =)

Cikgu Azwan, you will be a good teacher. I think we worked together since i was casual worker right? Because to me, you were quite familiar. Haha the only question i wanna ask =)

Cyrus and Zi Yi, Full already??? =P Both of you still have phobia on prawns and sushi plates??? =P

Nicole, Never have a chance to say nice to meet you. Regret~

Before plot the final full stop in my note, i would like to elucidate my feelings along this few months. Honestly, I was not happy working in Sushi King at the first. The moment as casual worker. I was bullied all the time but never blame on anything. I was stressed out to put up with everyone in the new environment. I knew it well, it's working. I was a trainee. I breathed hard for something until the last day, ad finally, i could relieve the unpleasant feeling. Again i say, i never blame anyone in Sushi King. Because it's my decision to work here though i get interviewed and been hired in other food shops. I never felt like to work nor I was working until 14th of February. Still clear in my mind i was placed in pantry. I broke my first Ocha Cup. I washed the cups just like being thrown into hell. After leaving for about 3 weeks, after I passed the car test, again, i decided to work in Sushi King. Li Ean and Huijie kept asking me went back. Well, they had me started my first Full Time job ever in my life. I feel like more enjoying the cheerful ambience of the outlet. But more and more opening and closing waiting for me. It could be the consequences of changing my name tag to service crew. =P Very thankful to Sir Boey who get me engaged in Educational Program. I gained much experiences also the methods doing every types of Sushi. In this period, I was taught how to mix Wasabi, how to do labeling on the products and so on. Bonanza!!! All youths were filled with anticipation. Yup! I expected it to be fun but as the approaching of Bonanza, the excited feeling turned down. I felt afraid of the tiring schedule. For me, it's a great chance to learning. My first time be arranged to be Host! Wow. I was so excited you know? I did it in the end. I started realizing that, i had a best working team. It's pretty wonderful. I miss the months we being together, joking together, working together. Every scenes in Sushi King will be stored in my mind and never will fade. Time flies, 21th April 2011, I had tendered my resignation letter. Dismiss! I have to leave off working. School life will start soon. Au Revoir! God bless you and me. All the best to all service and kitchen crew. Sayonara~

Samayama sumukama kerja kat Sushi King!!! All the best to you all...

Sincerely,
Bernard C =)
* A lot of grammar mistakes found in the feedback. Feel idle to correct it. =P

病疯了...

2010-12-30T16:11:00.000+08:00

满汉全席？108道宫廷盛宴？

休息赖床足够了，吃过了吹冷的早餐，感觉上我已经享用了世界上最甜美的食物。

被病菌入侵抗战足足两天两夜，胃口起不了馋嘴的性质，药丸就像是维他命充当了我的三餐温饱。一肚子气胀胀，两颗眼燥干干，肠胃不适犹如痉挛...

高烧命我昏昏沉沉的生活，思考东西一下子就给我脑袋下了疲劳，鼓起疲弱的身子卧床了老半天，只有对望着天花板叹息几口闷气。服了几贴药几颗药丸，又是一天颠倒惯常日子地度过。

试问少了添加白砂糖的奶水，咕噜咕噜一口气咽下的滋味你想尝试吗？素淡淳朴的味道是鲜美吗？还是恶心？

满口沾满牛奶水的味道，有点像是接受辅乳的初生婴儿。“乳臭未干” 的我，似乎这两天的遭沦陷，没有什么别的好吃的可以挑起我的味蕾。舌头发霉了，又何奈？

高烧也强制褫夺觊觎我甚久的卡路里。这一来的机会，我白白奉献了两公斤，也难怪皮肉低下最后一层的油脂，狂烧消耗之下标高了我的体温而高居不下。而痊愈后消瘦的脸庞身材，名副其实地可以为我竞选成为一支人版槟城排骨。

病疯了，可以是减肥的一大优良配方，你尝不尝这一套？

可怕的欢呼声...

2010-12-30T02:08:00.000+08:00

四周哗然的喝彩声，不禁震动了整栋组屋，叫醒了我这个病病歪歪的小伙子。今晚的比赛会是十分精彩吧...

大马队对垒印尼的强大鹰派阵容，本地民众根本都不期望得太高，焦点看头也许就远在于比赛的赢输方面。球员伤病问题的困扰，更是拉底了大马队伍的胜算，能够坐亚望冠沾一点风采，确实都来得好不过了。

年轻球员的上阵，虽然少了许必备的出赛经验，然而缔造辉煌历史性的一刻，还是欠缺不了体力的支撑以及年轻球员们的那股爆发力。

抛开床垫为我国球队静观打气，短短接近半场的比赛，我看到了积极态度以及大场合应该拥有的比赛节奏。值得一提的是，跨别了技术以及能耐，我们还能够在本地年轻球员身上观赏出另外几种久违的特质。

左邻右舍叫鬼通天的呐喊，无论是哪一方打进了球，这种气氛就会快速笼罩整片住宅。“Malaysia score and lead up the match!” 凄惨的喝彩鼓励只是源于某的方向。“Indonesia equalizes...” 更大的声量垄断了大马派的气息。两国支持度分差颇为惊人...

我不断思考，那是因为我国球队不被看重能够在重大赛事取得成就，还是我国外国劳工过分拥挤的一种想象？民宅范围到处都是印尼人？

人多势众？本地公民已经深深地被围剿于声势形势上？

会不会有往后的政治上，以及经济社会反面的外籍引领？

外国人是本地的富翁老板，而本地人是外国的丧狗劳役的日子？

可怕的欢呼声...

我的间歇期...

2010-12-29T16:54:00.005+08:00

年终假期的告终也意识着人们已经准备好迎接全新一个年头。相信学生们已经开始收拾好飘荡的心情上新学年；上班族也开始以最松弛的心情投向冷峻的工作压力。大家都抽出了部分时间，制定规划新的一年。

一年之计在于春，一日之计在于晨。小学念书时老师常教导的其中一句谚语，当然我觉得这是当中最有意思的一句。当时只管我认识或学会了一句谚语，就是换来一种悄悄的满足感。可现在才发现，原来在如何实践规划方面才是重点所在。我为明年的历程作了一番规划吗？反问自己之下，规划方面真的是做足了功夫，然而年年的今天都会觉得能够坚定自己的毅力，而完成规划中的每一件事情，的确是个问题...

往前求学的日子，每时每刻都期盼日历中黄色格子的漫长。假期往往这一段日子里，我都会是觉得时间非一般地充满活力，拼力往前奔跑，时间一呜呼而过了去。每逢到了年底，随手翻开来年的日历，我会在心底下埋怨政府，为何今年的日历又少了许小黄格格的？

今年的我就连掀开日历都不想，就因为日子依然这个样子普普通通地溜过去。假期给予人们一种懒散的生活态度。休息有时是为了更长远的路程而瞬间停下脚步，可休息有时也会为人们做事情的那股热枕带来停顿。还有3个月的所谓考后间歇期亦是假期，除了无所事事的生活，还有无所事事的生活。有些同学即将升学打算，有些同学外出工作谋外快等。

我相信等待成绩放榜最佳，趁着这一段日子好好随着性子，不特定计划一套亮丽的方针，增值一下自己。我还是闲空得自在...

Wishing you... =)

2010-12-24T10:29:00.000+08:00

To all my friends and also my followers, Merry Christmas !!! Wishing you one day earlier. I have chosen this songs to present you all. Hope you can like it. Jingle Bell Rock by Charice Pempengco =)

Back to school...

2010-12-22T12:23:00.005+08:00

Go green...

二十一日早晨，阴阴凉凉的气候笼罩着全槟岛，我猜想大地一片居户都不会进行户外活动。父母亲们也会开始担心孩子在外头的安全而拒绝他们玩乐的请求。今早我跟随着父亲，顺路乘载着我开往学校这个与我相处了有好几年的生态。其实，我这一趟回校并不是回馈母校的意思，我只是对于工作的热诚依然烧退不下。

校园美化的执著并不是一件低贱的事情，换言之这份义务为校是一种关爱，感触的执勤。还可以深深记得，起初第一次将双手平放与土壤交接，我感受得到自然环境的喘气与心跳。天天奋力地与野草战役，救活衍生各类花草的根茎，我发现校园多处都是我与同志们的艺术杰作品。根深蒂固也证明了一代代学生的维持。

虽然校园花簇的整理，在现阶段有点杂乱，当然也有待改进。再说，工欲善其事，必先利其器。器具设备方面我们学会，相信都还是充足并且满意，然而心态方面的催化却不是很理想。我们少的是一种把校园当成是自己家园圃苛心照料的想法。

可惜，一味追崇学术竞争，让人们忽略了实践以及体验。大家开始认为学习是不可以包含粗杂工作。而校园美化也不幸成了牺牲品，父母亲让孩子以及孩子本身参与校园美化工作的意愿，也慢慢减退当中。

回到学会存放道具的库房，我觉得房里遣散者陌生的气味。这小小的空间可能被隐蔽在厕所后，没有人会发觉它的存在。可能就来多几个年头，我也会把它忘却，真的感受到生疏的气氛。校园某角落也开始栽种了大树遮荫...

变了... 基本上校园有点变得难堪，学员工作心态、纪律、宗旨等等等都陷入变质当中... 我只希望所有在加入学会而认识的朋友们，你们的心依然存在着那份坚定，为校服务的精神...

原稿：小闪星
截稿： 2010年12月22日
备注：只是草草带过稿写，任何看法解读上的迷误，敬请原谅...

绝望...

2010-12-20T23:28:00.011+08:00

惊醒中的绝望 - The Gift of God

人不强求就不会失望
就因为不平不满的念头
拐弯路
唤起了人们千奇百怪的伎俩
觊觎的人心破坏了其他

希望的灯是人们
寄托人生的对象
因为期待的行举
落了空
结果低于自己所期望的价值
所以失望感的产生

人人都拥有欲想
竣工希望工程
期间竟是悄悄鼓吹起
一颗颗飘荡在浪涛间的泡沫
而我们的意识也在飘荡

希望的断绝就是绝望
相似泡沫
非出于强制的点破
促使气泡壁间夹带上来的液体
无法支撑内部希望的流失
液膜逐渐变形、变薄、而变弱
直至破灭

失望得多，相继着绝望的燃升...
再多的火石
永远都无法燃起
心中的那盏争取烛火。

绝望的夜空
再也眺望不到星星般的零碎
就像一片漆黑的汪洋，
肉眼触感不到彼岸的灯火。

原作：小闪星
截稿： 2010年12月20日

Pass or just a fail?

2010-12-19T16:17:00.010+08:00

6 hours of listening to the stupid lesson. 7 ringgit of my meal for lunch. And a whole morning and afternoon of time wasting in the small room. What to do if I am going to learn driving? The car license might only can be given off after getting the JPJL2A if not mistaken. Actually, it's one kinda certificate to the person who pass the Undang-undang test.

Inside the dull classroom, everyone was having the pieces of mind trying to escape. To skip the class. The teacher in front is not the person I want to look at. His voice is not so charming enough to open up my eyes. I nearly took a small nap. It's even worse when the teacher keep repeating to same topic which has been discussed. 6 hours is too long to me for waiting the approaching of the last second.

I wonder, why the session must be included? Since we can understand the traffic regulations by reading from the booklet, it's unessential. Wasting time. Do you agree with the 6 hours course can reduce number of road accidents in our country? It's all depends on the attitude of drivers like motorcar and motorcycle, using the road but the so-called "chattered on" to us.

Now, I have to read through the 500 Questions in the booklet which might come out in my traffic rules test. What to do? I can pass or just get a fail on it?

Mine...

2010-12-17T03:11:00.004+08:00

Rapunzel - A Tangled Tale

Since my blog is full of Chinese posting, I am gladly to describe what is about of my time spending on 16th December 2010. Today I am not suppose to stay at home anyway. Queensbay was my first destination. Reach to the shopping mall, I jump upstairs straight on the cinema floor. Rapunzel - A Tangled Tale, is today's movie. A very nice Disney movie and also fairy-tale.

Rapunzel, Rapunzel, let down your hair, so that I may climb the golden stair.

May I know what is the full name of the prince of Rapunzel? I have forgotten. By the way, I feel that Rapunzel the protagonist name sounds good to me. Reason? I am still asking myself after all. Maybe it is quite attractive to me? Or the peculiarity of the name? Haha I really don't know the answer. Alright, I wanna ask about is it one of the English name?

The two main character of the story in the golden hair - Tangled (Disney Tangled) (Little Golden Book)

To my dear readers, you have quite much of questions to answer on this posting. Haha. Well, I have seen the magazine for photographing. I realized that my fun world should be including the part, learning or master the function of Photoshop. I thought, since I have the software, why not full use of it? I serve me right the answer. Then I was searching on for some interesting books. I found "The Key". What should I do to handle some circumstances in life, it taught. Somehow, my mood turned down. I could not smile anymore for some reason...

Keyboard? Just a random searching for the photo.

After was fooling around with my friends for few hours, Gurney Plaza was my next going checkpoint. In the meantime, my first have gone. Anyone can guess it right why? What a shame it is. Maybe I won't tell you the secret. Okay Let's go on. I rushed into the musical instrument speciality shop. Looked on the label of the prices. I fainted. Nothing in the world of the shop is me affordable.

ME - Bernard C, the photo was snapped in Straits Quey

Next station also the last checkpoint today. Tanjung Tokong - Straits Quey. What is charming in the heaven there? A big big Christmas Tree with tiny bulb decoration. On the peak, there is a shinning star. I did never know and go to such a beautiful places. I swore, over there, after I get the car license, Penang is mine. Mine!!! Photographing and fooling over there for half an hour and finally, we have to go back.

Bokeh which is underwater light bubbles effect

Today is a nice day, I have learnt what is the hell of this word, Bokeh effect. I had looked for the meaning before start blogging. In photography, bokeh is the blur, or the aesthetic quality of the blur, in out-of-focus areas of an image, or "the way the lens renders out-of-focus points of light." The definition here is copied from Wikipedia. Wa... but the effect is pretty nice and now, I know what is so fun with photographing. =)

Okay, that's all for today. Blogging have spared me too late for tonight. Have to Zzzzz ... Last but not least, have a nice day to everyone...

By, Bernard C
Date: 17 December 2010
Photo: From Uncle Ken and Google Searching XP

学子最想要的梦想

2010-12-15T11:23:00.003+08:00

众里寻她千百度，蓦然回首，那人就在灯火阑珊处...

学子最想要的梦想是什么？

对于大多数的我校钟灵学生而言，今天下午基本上紧绷着脑子的学子们，现在可以找到了一种解放。一肚子还没完全被消化的，也该是时候一口气咽下去。听我的好，考试都已经成为过去，书本对我的缘分已经完全告终。哈哈，缘分的天空难道就由我讲了个结就结束的吗？再过几个星期再找我吧，书本您还是暂时给我滚远远来得好吧，否则...

谈起缘分，你有什么感怀？相聚与离别就是概括缘分所有最好的说法吗？我们的相逢或许就是为了下一次的碰面，而离别就是为了下一次的相见吗？后一句其实是我从一位朋友的留言挑出来的反问自己。我觉得道别是为了延长我们之间的缘分，倘若这句子正确的话，那么相聚是我们的开始消耗缘分的那一刻起算。你说对不对呢？

早前本地槟城龙舟悲剧也不多谈了，事故当中我领悟了缘分被剥夺，上天削弱了人与人之间的联系。缘分也不知道怎样地能够将我和你联系在一起。一位不知何故与我碰面问候的陌生人，竟然能够那么投缘，比起一些时常在校园偶尔碰上的同学，又像是不谙沟通的现象而言，其实来得好多了...

今早领取了久等的毕业刊终于到手了，回顾过去的趣事，过去的傻事还我一阵阵的开怀笑容。我们依然没有见面，对一位与我同名同学的心底话，也许就是缘分的延续着，我很庆幸能够遇上你这位知己。况且，来日方长，夕阳无限还，好的是回忆起前些堆积起来的经历。

独自站在海岸旁观赏夕阳美景，我相信极少人们会在中途转身离去，但是夕阳过后就是黑暗，应该留恋的也应该过去，收拾收拾心情将一段段回忆永远版刻在脑袋的某个角落，好好安置一顿。接着就是迎接隔天的星晨。这个样子才对是不是？哈哈乐观无忧无虑无怀念的心，又是是每个人的天堂。而地狱就是意思中的恰恰相反。

什么是学子的梦想？拥有一段机缘凑巧... 机会与缘分的牵手，就在于你和我的点头与愿意...

众里寻她千百度，蓦然回首，那人就在灯火阑珊处...

原稿：小闪星
截稿： 2010年12月15日

感言：也许不想将三间事情分开来谈... 这种做法就是在废话... 诸多包含...

Back to December again...

2010-12-13T17:52:00.022+08:00

进取 - 直走到尽头，灿烂的阳光

听完了一首又一首的英文曲子，完结了半途才观赏的香港电视剧 - 刑警的完结片，接着就有娱乐性质极高的荃加福禄寿。今天半天又过去了，心情无法缓和的起伏波动，原因何在？我想是压力到达巅峰状态时，对任何事物没有了趣味的形态。同时另一边厢，我不想要的情绪僵持也毫不择日地选择了我...

明天就是我们全班同学而不，是全校手足们一同登步考场的日子，除了有些懊恼的语文科，大凡没有人会遗忘我们五年来不断地将学校设置成为我们彼此的二个家的心情，一个社交的大圈子。也许我们可能就没有认识过，抑或打招呼问候你我，我们也算是出生于同一个圈子里。我不会妄想以及遗憾我们同一屋檐下，你也许往后会遗忘我的存在，茫然接受我们的相识....

捆绑好的书籍课本，已经等待着车子的运送，准备会齐其他朋友，情愿封闭自己于黑暗的书柜房子里。再过两天，我从来没有翻阅开来的17本各科目课本，就要是我的遗憾。我从来没有珍惜我年初为你许下的。我说过中五会考年级是近年，我会完全改变我的初衷，当时我只要认识你腹子里的知识。

课本发黄虫蠹的期间，你们17个患难兄弟基本上是没有被我好好照顾，好好箱存。边角折的折，皱的起皱，都是我的责任。我的同学朋友们，在这五年的悄悄走过，我心中的确在中五就是这一年间，不知道从何飘至我心头的唤起了我一幕又一幕的遗憾。不知道为的是什么，我开始羞愧前来年些许许多多没有进取的我。

五年了，钟灵十大信条我还记得刚入学的那一年，熟读过了那仅仅的一遍。上一次也只是为了考试校方强制将它加入考试范围内。现在我依然还可以浮现出首句的整行字句，嚷嚷吟诵的当儿，我遗忘了下一句，下一句以再下一句。最终，我惊然还可以清楚地说明最后的，钟灵中学的学生是进取的... 直击我脑海，我办到了吗？回音响亮地告诉我。没有...

我不想为生活中每一项点滴都得用地着炭笔一挥，结束了完美的字画。过去的也该是时候终结，新的开始，好比过渡责备自身的过去。最后，友谊万岁，还是万万岁？而我们之间的感情呢？就在这一切过去之际，挥手拥抱知己，各飞各散东西。大家又是选择各自的大千世界，再次履行邂逅，再次又聚又散... 或也许，人非能比起干物情怀...

原稿：小闪星
截稿： 2010年12月13日

Songs of the day:
Mean - Taylor Swift and If I Die Young - The Band Perry

Speak Now...

2010-12-12T15:44:00.005+08:00

Taylor Swift - Speak Now (Deluxe Edition CD + Bonus Videos + 6 Bonus Tracks)

几天前，搁笔生物最后一张考卷，相继而来的就只有华文科这最后两张试卷。生物课又是恼人厌的一个科学分支，也许是由于我对于生物的缘分尚还不够深刻，或也许我们之间的恩恩怨怨实在太过复杂，校内考试就盼它不再扩大分数的幅度波动，可这一科生物还是挺调皮...

华文科最压力的是作文选题方面，体裁的符合以及词选的贴切，最困难的还是时间的分配和心情的表达。我想还是传统的说明文最适合在考试时间短缺的情况下，吐露已经普及大众的观点以及论据来解释我话中的意义。

同时名句精华方面，我觉得有点不值得去采多实用出我国学生的应考手法，那就是熟背乱啃书而不是用理解方式学习的弊病。若是没记错，将近230个名句带我们中五生牢背，可实际出题数量只有区区的五题。重点是名句出处是由选择，简答题名句意义只有一题。在一番精算之后，唯有熟读名句才能够保全获得的分数竟然只有5分，你说愿不愿，怨不怨...

生物科与华文科考期之间其实我们还是受考试局通融，腾出了将近最多可以识别为6天的间歇期。那我们应该实用珍惜这一段说长不长，但眼看还是不短的一段时间。怎么管制这六天？我问我自己，难道就是放纵自身，开始我的漫长假期吗？前面我也话说熟背华文名句有点感觉上的不符合所谓考试的价值。反观，人生的最后一场在国内免费教育的自我评估，我该调皮任性在于试卷部分分析上还是随和一点呢？

我还是点击播放最近我为之遨游梦海的流行乐曲，抒情的唱腔或也许听久了会有点闷，然而我觉得挺好听的。Taylor Swift - Speak Now album. 最近我还开始了久违多时的网络歌曲下载，疯狂地我还是比较倾向于这一类事的歌曲。听起来，Katy Perry - Firework 歌词还是挺有意思的，我开始欣赏西洋歌曲的写法，可我真的希望，凡是略读过这篇文章的朋友们，能够介绍我一些类似歌曲抑或比较有意思的歌词给予我。

问我为何插曲上一段，也许我想磨练我的英文水平吧。或许以歌唱的方式学习较为有趣些，唱歌还是挺好玩的，伴随着美丽的舞姿，当然既是我作主角盈盈起步，实在是美妙的享受。哈哈，下一个帖子中再聊吧。=)

My writing style is gradually changing now. Hope your support can directly motivate my progress in standardizing my blog and your advices will be appreciated to get my posting publicly acceptable. =)

原稿：小闪星
截稿： 2010年12月12日

百花争艳

2010-12-09T10:04:00.004+08:00

百花争艳

没有空气的天堂，又有哪一种人类欲想攀登？
没有艳丽的太阳，又哪有色泽的大千风俗画？

鹊巢鸠占的态度，荆棘辣手的世界，乃是我们下意识中荐举的基本行程
还是我们点头动作唤起的幽梦？

鹏程万里的天涯，麇集梦想的模式，乃是我们成就的衍生品，
还是没有看头的唯物主义？

人们本来就不可以存活在任何一套模式底下，成长抑或吸取养分
任何一种标准形式，不但在选择上是条条绝路，
也是崇拜追随者发挥的限制

梦幻是人们鼓催起来的泡沫，没有模式的模式，才能够释放升空的氧气
回流登步心中梦幻的天堂。

鹑衣百结的讨乞者，金币堪重；金色纽扣相比之下，对于生活还来得有分量

浪子回头金不换，
百花争艳也得懂得靠边站，往外兜个圈子觅寻，
另一个没有模式，没有劣根圈套的半边天

原稿：小闪星
截稿： 2010年12月9日

Take note: Somethings are mentioned inside indirectly. But I am not suppose anyone can get any interpretation on my current posting. More and more posting will be published soon after 14 December. Thanks for your support along.... =)

躲进快乐的怀抱，冲出有限的空间

2010-11-13T03:11:00.007+08:00

今天是我第二次赤着双脚，踩踏在泥泞的草坡上，独行漫步跑跑跳跳。就在小草聚生一起的一片低洼绿地，我成为了目标，只脚陷了一陷，顿时淤积的泥垢把我脚给邋遢了。不觉莞尔而笑，内心的郁闷还是夕照下尾随我脚步的余留影子。瘙瘙地，我拉起脚板，原来就是这几只体呈半球体，背上却无斑点的小瓢虫，正不断呵痒我的血脉。

不加理会，俯头直视水中，我发现了这样的一条小生命，一条娇小类似水田泥鳅的小东西。我想奇迹会不会继续让这小东西多活数天呢？悠游在有限的环境中，你会否对着阳光埋怨吗？抑或在有限的分秒小时中挣扎保全上天赐赠的生命？这我倒不是那么在意，我在乎你的故作镇静，你不怕我起身，脚趾胡乱地一捏，结束你这一般的生命？

生命就是那么有趣，每当你寂寞的当儿，就会不断埋首于两膝间沉思。人的生命素养上，并非一般鱼儿卑贱；人的本质却和鱼没什么差距两样。人的内心但愿一命呜呼，不求永恒长存，不求丰衣足食，不求权威名利，不求富贵满堂。人惧怕失落，人惧怕孤单，人惧怕寂寞的同时，外在的所有已经不再是起居的需要。

其实，被公认较为内向的人们，是一群最怕寂寞的小孩。思想情绪的自我封锁，性格感性上不外露，只是表面上的造诣。当然我说的并不包括自闭儿，而是一名正常且听命别人话语的孩子。他们是知道的。没错，那是一种细腻又生动的演出，角色的塑造则是人格的改造。你说佩服吗？我的确崇拜这样所谓的能力。大概对他们而言，在有限的空间，孤单是相对存有，寂寞是他们的怨恨，失落是突破心理上被外界定型为神秘的压力。

我要简单的一句问候，心灵的呵护备至，纯净的笑容滋养，能够躲进快乐的拥抱。不知道从什么时候起，我开始喜欢沉浸在细雨蒙蒙的怀抱。我愿意一个人漫步在雨中，任细细的雨丝柔柔地打湿我的头发。

捡起朋友回传我，抛向空中降落地面的飞盘。

我总觉得其实这几天以来，今天可说是挺有趣的一天。没有将自己呆在屋里啃书，过度憋闷了自己。

也许泥淖中，根本就没什么小鱼，只是清晨大雨后积留下来的一滩雨水...

原稿：小闪星

日期： 2010年11月12日（星期五）

照片：偷来的

In a dance (Part 2)

2010-11-06T02:35:00.004+08:00

Dance with Stars...

In a dance... I am not drunk or dreaming on...

Two days to go and the fate will come on us. What we can go through together is only that much in our life? I shouldn't ask myself such an unnecessary question.

Let's have our blast on our happy memories. A surprise visiting? A loudly cry? A smiling which keep our heart warmed? Those could be the recollections awakened.

37 days is the long period of our test of endurance. A long journey to reach out. A challenge right now in front. I think.

Hours to go from now, the Gods let us to meet again for the sake of Love.

You once asked me, "may I have a dance with you?" And now, i decide to have a series of movement or steps. Maybe, it's to end up our feeling of affinity.

The way you teach me before. Beyond my comprehension.

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Staring at your loving eyes.

Smile a powerful smile. Moving my toe.

Airing.

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

He is a graceful dancer. She is a graceful dancer.

As we know there it is

Dancing with the feet is one thing, but dancing with the heart is another.

Can I have this dance?

By, Honeystar (6 November 2010)

Graduated, 我毕业了...

2010-11-03T01:43:00.162+08:00

我只想把在我与钟灵的感情手写下来...
听过我的声音，就是在感受我的日记点滴...

2010年10月24日
同学说，钟灵有千姿百态的环境，放眼一望处处还可见破烂不堪的簇生。令人欣喜的是，当今我校还有红花、黄花、蓝花、大红花、校花等等。钟灵毓秀的栽培，花厅间优雅音缀，小伙子们就像我们以往一样，依然随着花令季节的韾音，修补我们平日所失去的笑容。毕业了，试问现在我最想从你手中收到的是怎样的一朵花？也许就是在钟灵最后的一朵花？勿忘我﻿

2010年11月1日

我们每个人都有一段段属于自己的精彩历史，故事中穿插了不同凡响的吱吱插曲，或长或短，随着时间的波动编成部部精彩的一生曲子。我只想留恋你和我的快乐，其余的就让我牵着你的手一同写上过往不快的休止符，好让中学生涯的句点成为我们的灿烂，好吗？或者就让你牵着我的手... 

2010年11月3日

校园虽然可说不大也不小，今天步行环绕钟灵的感觉还是有点急急忙忙。朋友与我三人行亦步亦趋的脚步，想必我心里萦怀牵挂，怀念当初我们小小的脚印是如何踏足钟灵邂逅。越过钟塔的那一瞬，顿时雀跃的心情掀起了惠风和畅。远望茬子地成长中嫩绿的茸草盛貌底下，我发现了残存的迹象。我猜，又有谁知道我们一同脚踏过的痕迹？一步步又一步步大小脚印... 写生了当我们同在一起...

2010年11月4日
钟灵夜晚警卫亭旁那盏灯光，履行了我们从前许下的承诺。我还记得哪来的说过，钟灵有辉光，绚丽般五光十色，钟灵就是彩盘而我们则是盘上的彩色。在这个大家庭中每分每秒陆续创造出奇迹的灯彩交辉。直通班级校舍的那条道路上，今晚就像铺上了绒红的地毯，饯行毕业生而我，这一晚，只想边靠着后方的墙角，斜望着那盏许愿灯。也许是你点醒了我的前程，也许这灯饰美化了我的世界，抑或也许...再也许...感谢您五年来鞠养我这无知的少年。弯下身子，致敬礼。

2010年11月4日
我还未尝试过朋友激情的拥抱，我并不介意一个出其不意的拥抱。说实在的朋友，你不必对我多说而只是拥抱，那友情深更胜于我们之间的合照。光荣誉为钟灵第六十九届毕业生之一，但愿毕业后我们依然能够留住彼此的相识，哪怕是离别，长长久久...留心

原稿： 小闪星

Au Revoir !

2010-09-19T12:02:00.000+08:00

Farewell ! I am going to stop blogging for 2 months of my critical time. I will be here again after my exams (December). Thanks for your unceasing support to my small writing corner. =)

当初的拥有

2010-09-09T01:02:00.000+08:00

拥抱你的当初，幸福以至永远

一旦我拥有了，我还是想会追求更多更好的梦想
只要你告诉我，坦言告诉我说
获得了更好，就将失去原本那属于你的，
我想，我会极力保有原来的拥有。

也许我不想失去我的每一样，
我不想倒过来两头不到岸，失去我当初劳力争取的。

我不求两全其美，我安于步步为营，
我希望的是将我的根本充当前进抑或进取的资本，
获得多少就是多少。而我
我不怨，我不想怨，我的却不怨，
但愿日子能够过得好，平平当当的一生，我挺满足了。

再多的梦想也只是种满足自我，
换言之，我满足于现有，这该好的呀！不然也罢我不稀罕再多

时刻眺望未来是我，
未来的一切，我可以拥有，
但现在我无法拥有，偶然午饭抓摸的它仍是个梦。
梦可以成真，梦可以蛊惑人们的精神
更是人们思想结构中的一个大泡沫，一点就破

我不想沉睡于梦中躲躲藏藏，回避现实的被窝，忘却自己的世界

梦境就如眼前的浮萍，我不知其根茎深藏何处，
也许咫尺水深，或也许就有几回丈量，
我不懂随口说说有多属实，有多少是谬误测算。

我只要怀抱着我所拥有，那时我最基本的梦想
虚位以待，也不单凭等待，运筹帷幄甚佳。

我不习惯失去我所拥有，我只想得到
应该拥有的拥有，失去我的失去

~ 小闪星 ~

（2010年9月8日）

Introspection, Heart-searching, Reflection

2010-09-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

Month of September 2010

"Sorry is not an excuse, not a remedy to the person whom you hurt. Just like giving a temporary relieve, would never pluck off the spur in one's heart. Only time could manifest the forgiveness to you... " (My feeling tonight) ~Star~

By, Bernard C (1 Sept. 2010)

我感触 - 八月份的生活实感

2010-08-22T00:29:00.020+08:00

了解、领悟、体验换来笑颜与哭泣

更多的夜能够冲淡不凡的记忆吗？更多的睡能够缓和锋锐的打击吗？我想住进梦中梦，希望能够受保护于层层梦中梦中梦。 ~ 22/8 ~

我觉得“100%信任”真的难以绝对保持，若想得到彼此的信任，我想说那就像是给予对方的十分满足。没错，是十成的心理满足。有时不是我达不到这基本的要求，有些东西是因为环境的迫切，情况实现两全其美的困难而承诺。只因各人的难处所作祟，感叹我没法子。人们必须衡量理解对方的感受与处境。实在的，不是每样的满足都是主导着信任，我承认。我相信你也当然不完全是我必须拥有你的信任，可是这一刻我只要你能够相信我说的，不多 - 只因为只有你，我不对着你说谎，也许时间可以证明。我也依然清楚知道你想要的我。我会，我能，为我加油！ ~ 21/8 ~

我们最痛恨的是受人傀儡；我们最讨厌的是受人欺骗，我们无法接受他人的觊觎妒忌，可你能说世界上就没有这样的一个事实吗？ ~ 21/8 ~

守中立就像被一条紧扣的绳子反锁自己，永远都不能远飞天边，在另一个角落探勘另一片世界，独守孤岛，无法拥有所拥有，失去所失去。~ 21/8 ~

我发现自己曾经拥有许多美好的经验，当初我对这些事情只有逃避，然而现实中我却默默地追求争取，徒然，只因为我没有勇气... 今天的我，拥有了你，我只希望你知道这些过去,不是过去，而只经历... 我的生命中注入了新的元素，我晓得。~ 18/8 ~

生命中如果有个人，陪你熬过种种生活低潮，你会为他而再度滴下眼泪吗？这眼泪也许是甜的，也许是感动的滋润，也许就是你拥有的爱。 ~ 14/8 ~

牵线 - 乐谱

2010-08-01T22:07:00.125+08:00

牵线 - 乐谱

落影花瓣

把我带入

无穷优美的仙境

乐曲呼吸的开怀畅欢

就像我意境中的牵线

步履轻盈翩跹

我轻轻点起宽怀的兴致

掌声容纳了我的雀跃

我的拥抱

迎接颗颗粒粒光环

音符掀然跳入我的口袋

啦啦嗒嗒

逍遥空前对望着无边

潇洒舞舞曲子的和弦

美妙的节拍

飘浮晃动的感觉

明白了我的自由

一步步律动了我的衣裳

编排我的情绪

给予我心灵的享受

栩栩乐谱

把我带走

像是一心千语的蒲公英

亲吻我的耳朵

呼哨自如

柔和地把我推向异彩情趣

歌曲的段落

字句的轻松挑逗与我

就像朝露的卿我

唤我心安

此刻大自然吹着口哨

音乐的牵线

声乐的跃动

我猜想就是这片天空

音响牵线

我数数声响

尔往我心中断续的拨动

旋乐轻曲

我知道

它是我毕生最爱

截稿：小闪星

(2010年8月1日)

生命的氧化与还原

2010-07-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

生命的氧化与还原

人生的必经定律

人，是赤裸裸地来到这世上，

也是赤裸裸地回归尘土。

也就是说，我们都从零开始。

拥有，只不过是在生命里放个“+1”。

失去，只不过是在生命里填个“-1”。

减到最后，也只不过归零，回归原本？

所以别告诉我：你有很多遗憾。

塞翁失马，焉知非福？知足常乐。

时刻与零接触，那又何来个不知足呢？

就像是没有希望作祟则何来个失望呢？

别过于在意现今的拥有哪来个失去呢？

有了这种心态，又何尝知足常乐之苦？

幸福时刻萦绕于零边界之左右。

零什么都不是

换言之，它也是我们的一切追求

截稿：小闪星 (2010年7月18日)

**部分内容取自于某处

Artistic creation from chinese words

2010-07-17T01:19:00.017+08:00

Today i have opened a received e-mail which its contents are very familiar to me. These are about some pictures made up of Chinese words. I was reading this kinda article in newspaper before. Funny art work it is! I ask myself, what's inspired the composer to get such a wonderful idea. Or can I say all those are the hard work of practicing for years and years? Or those are the crystal of one's talent?

Anyway, let's clap our hands to applaud the master. He did discover the art of making illustration from the abstraction by organizing the sort of words. The pictures below have created a sense of reality by sight like the "beautiful girl", "naughty fellow", "flying eagle" and so on. I could notice that language is not once an instrument of communication in the coming future but the means of artistic creation.

Moreover, it could be an accurate picture to represent one's feeling, natural and unrestrained life.

Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep.

~ Scott Adams

Every artist dips his brush in his own soul, and paints his own nature into his pictures.

~ Henry Ward Beecher

Art is the only way to run away without leaving home.

~ Twyla Tharp

By, Bernard C (17/6/2010)

My wish - Dance - Part One

2010-07-11T16:56:00.018+08:00

I never ever dance with anyone. There is a new attempt for me to learn dancing. Anyhow, should I follow the way to start my movements and steps by the following order? And who else is to be my only partner to carry on the performance on the dance floor?

A few simple ways to lead us a dance. I don't really know whether i can do that in all my expect but dance a dance with my beloved. I wanna take away your hands to me, touch your hands. What if you leave me dancing here alone, what should I do and i am really thinking a lot, a lot of unnecessary. Swing your arm i request, a lengthen natural grace of memory.

Take my hand, take a breath,

Pull me close and take one step,

Keep your eyes locked on mine,

And let the music be your guide...

The band strikes up an airy tune, a piece of music, a haunting melody. Those raising me a peace of ambience to look straight into your eyes. You have my heart bounded rapidly and closed my eyes. I get lose in somewhere. I share my thinking to you, my mind just like an exposure to you tonight.

Take my hand, and I'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to fall

You know I'll catch you through it all...

Yea... I won't let your hands go till the music stop. I promise, we go on whirling across the dance floor, treading across the widening unforeseen future, all together. No longer hiding any feeling of us to each other, relieving. And now, believing our extremes meet. Let's dance and dance our sense off...

La da da ... La la da da ...

Keep on... By the moment, to me, it is tough and hard to idealize the steps. But i am tempting to dance for you, tiptoe and clasp you passionately in my arms. Compose a dance, a solo dance exclusively for you and me, my wish, my dream.

Mumbo-jumbo

No! Cause I miss you... I wanna stay with you, dance with you, for every moment we come together. Trust me, I can do it just only by your wholehearted support. Dance as though nobody is watching, okay? And, can I have this dance? Nod nod u do. Smile and stare at me.

Let's dance the night away... =)

Take my hand, take a breath,

Pull me close and take one step,

Keep your eyes locked on mine,

And let the music be your guide...

By, Bernard C (11 July 2010)

Tick Tock...

2010-06-27T17:29:00.000+08:00

Time is running out... 6 months is gone.

You make it too fast moving to the pass,
everything had gone and now comes to pieces of reminiscence.

By the moment, it is only a blinding flash,
But in the future
the following days, months or years,
we do only perceive it....

Tick-Tock on the clock....

And counting down for the twinkling
Figure everything out
Of nothing from nothing,

Please don't mind
Anyhow,
Working on, till you can see the sunlight

Time ain't coming back...

By, Bernard C (27 June 2010)

Hope

2010-06-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hope and hope
It bends, it twists, it sometimes hides
But barely does it break
It sustains us when nothing else can

Hope is a wonderful thing
Something to be cherished and nurtured
And something that will refresh us in return

And it can be found in each of us
and it can bring light into the darkest of places

"" Taken from web...
Publish post in 22 June 2010

Nothing... The pioneer of everything

2010-06-22T00:09:00.014+08:00

Today, I learnt something from Add-Math. A formula, is kinda self enrichment to me to get the idea from my teacher or my classmate, i forget already. Anyway, the phrase just like bestows me some external forces to look through my life.

Nothing is also a way to everything. Great!

Permutation of n different objects taken r at a time. What's that? I murmured. Sir explained a lot. I couldn't take them down. But i got something other than the accused solution or solving method as we said in usual. He said, when 0 is the permutation out of n, something awesome comes out, the answer is one. In the case of 0 is to be replaced by 1, the answer definitely is one also.

A questioning raised up, the formula could be applied in our daily life or not? It just like a hope, a hope to every person who is in desperation. Nothing could be anything in anytime and exactly in creation. Maybe, zero is not a friendly "brother". Lesser and lesser people are willing accept zero in their living or hospitable to the "cheesy" fellow.

Zero is nothing but possible to be a way to pull you out from confusing. A better way and also the only pavement to get ease. Well, could I turn Zero to be prophecy of my destiny or fate? I am not agree with that. In the contrary, nothing is not equal to two, three or what else more of numeral. One is the answer. Maybe for sometime when we get nothing, "nothing" is there and nothing is our confidence.

"Nothing" is our insurance, we won't be towing into an awkward predicament. We won't care about others' judgment. We could go along and alone but never been alone. Literally, nothing to us also could be considered as freedom. Free to enter, free to move, free to soar and free to leave...

Let's proceed to the next of our life...

Striving to better, to actualize the Zero Law in our daily routine. Being a successor, no doubt and you could be, it will do. =)

By, Bernard C (22 June 2010)

My Word In This Holiday...

2010-06-19T01:33:00.000+08:00

During this fortnight holiday, I have concluded some ideas or we can rather say that might be the component of one's personality or something like the only nature resolution during the extreme circumstances by the people...
Bad... That's too bad to be part of living...

1st, Some of us would expect the stuff which other people are doing on is not of what the actual purpose of the doer to do so or of what it is unexpected. There is an element of subjectivity rather than objectivity in our "criticism". Of what i can say: You are not me, please shut up... (too egocentric also)

2nd, Family? Friends? Lover? Comrade? What would you choose from either one to be your only companion to go through any states of being wealth and woes... Your answer could be "MYSELF"...

3rd, There is kind of unfair to you when everything is against yourself. You might blame on the god, moan on everyone in the world about your true to be true. Never and never have a man would 100% saying that something is absolutely fair to be unfair and to be undergone. When everything is going along with you, nothing is going to be your obstruction...

Of what only i can say is,

Nothing is going smoothly throughout its routine.

Nothing is cheering you up continuously without terminal.

Also, nothing could throw you into sorrow
But what if it happened to you, you have to accept it and stay strong to encounter the unfortunate...

(The mentioning above might not be true but just my own views)
By, Bernard C (18 June 2010)

美好天边...

2010-06-05T11:41:00.003+08:00

酣睡之时，最避忌的就是"惊醒"
美梦之际，最回味的就是瞬间须臾
甘霖雨露，最痛恨的是狂风吹刮

春花飘零，最惋惜的是芬芳馥郁

夏日垂掉，秋韵苍凉

大凡人们追求的就是美好的即景，美好的前程

然而世间就是存在着反性心意的暗物质，暗力量

覆盖着绚丽的色彩，包裹着多姿的光环

不经意间中性调和着众人的株株希望

潇洒自如，深切体会

自然曲子韵律的挽断

就是人们的最后留恋

美好并不是短暂，而是人们的过多迷恋而变质

美好并不是不堪，而是需要人们的极力珍惜眼前

美好并不是诱惑，而是大众心目中想追求的梦想

最终的抚慰，正于心境意念中曾经拥有

拥有美好的特殊回忆

~ 小闪星 ~

(2010年6月5日)

Cochiti Pueblo Star Story

2010-05-27T23:31:00.008+08:00

Cochiti Pueblo Star Story

A long time ago, after the great flood, the people emerged from the Underworld. The woman who was called Our Mother gathered the people together and instructed them on where they should go to make their new home. This woman was called Our Mother because no one knew of anyone who was older than her. Indeed, not even the eldest of the Elders could think of anyone who had ever lived before Our Mother.

So the people heeded her words. Our Mother told the people of a good land to the South, where their crops would grow well and where the hunting was plentiful. And so the people made themselves ready for their journey, and on the appointed day they gathered themselves, their families and their belongings and they made out on their great journey southward.

Amidst all of the hustle and the bustle, amidst all of the comings and the goings of that day, one little girl got left behind. Her name was Kotciminyako. That name may sound strange to you and me, but to Kotciminyako and her mother, it was a perfectly fine name. Kotciminyako went to Our Mother and Our Mother told Kotciminyako where the people had gone, and she instructed Kotciminyako in what direction she should walk in order to find The People. Kotciminyako listened to Our Mother very carefully. And then, Our Mother gave Kotciminyako a sack. It was a white, cotton sack. It was full, but not too heavy and not too large; just the right size for Kotciminyako to carry on her back. Our Mother gave Kotciminyako the sack and she said, "When you find The People, give this sack to the Elders. They will know what to do with it. But whatever you do, don't open the sack!"

Kotciminyako said, "I promise, Our Mother, I won't open the sack!"

Our Mother gave Kotciminyako a little bit of lunch for her to have along her way, and again, she pointed Kotciminyako in the direction in which she should walk. And again she said, "Now remember, when you find The People, give the sack to the Elders. But whatever you do, don't open the sack!"

And Kotciminyako said again, "I promise, Our Mother, I won't open the sack!" And Kotciminyako went on her way.

Now the day that Kotciminyako made her journey, it was a bright, sunny day, and the Earth was coming alive again after the great flood. Kotciminyako looked around, and, there the little green plants were growing again, and the little animals were scurrying about. Birds were flying and singing in flight. Kotciminyako she looked, and the mesas were green with life and far off in the distance, there were the snow-capped mountains.

Kotciminyako, she was steadfast in her journey, but, after all, she was a little girl. She would stop along the way and smell a flower, stop to pet a frog and try to catch a butterfly. She looked up at the sky, and it was a beautiful turquoise blue, and Kotciminyako wondered. She thought how different this bright, sunny sky was to how dark it got at night. And as she walked, Kotciminyako thought about that sack that she was carrying. She thought, "What could be in that sack? And what are the Elders going to do with it? And why did Our Mother tell me not to open it?"

When the Sun got to about the highest point in the sky, Kotciminyako came along a stream and she thought that this would be a good place to stop and have her lunch. So Kotciminyako sat down on the ground and put her lunch in her lap and she put that sack right in front of her. And as she sat, eating her lunch and looking at that sack, she wondered. "What could be in that sack? And what are the Elders going to do with it? And why did Our Mother tell me not to open it?" The more Kotciminyako looked at that sack, the more she wanted to know what was in it. Until finally Kotciminyako could stand it no longer. She set her lunch aside and she took the sack and she put it in her lap. Now the sack was tied at the top with rope. It was tied so tightly that Kotciminyako couldn't even get her little fingers in there, just to peek, to see what was in the sack. So Kotciminyako paused... and looked around... and she started to undo the knot.

She worked slowly and she worked carefully, and that knot came undone and, there! was another knot! And that sack was no closer to being open. So Kotciminyako looked around again, and undid the second knot.

Again, she worked slowly and carefully and she got that knot undone and, there! was another knot! And Kotciminyako undid that knot. No sooner would Kotciminyako undo one knot that another knot would appear. Kotciminyako worked carefully, and patiently, and with her nimble fingers she undid all the knots until finally all the knots came undone. The last knot came undone and Kotciminyako looked over, just to peek, and

OUT!

from the sack jumped this little white fluff that just hung in the air, glistening in the sunlight. It looked like a dandelion that had gone white, and Kotciminyako followed it with her eyes as it hung in the air and slowly moved up. Kotciminyako looked at the sack and OUT! jumped another one! And this one had a little tint of blue to it, and it too hung in the air and slowly moved up. Kotciminyako looked and OUT! jumped another one! And another one! And another one! And this one had a little tint of orange and this one a little tint of red and another one with a little tint of yellow, and another one, and another one and another one and all of the sudden all of these little fluffs started coming out of the sack and they started to move up and move up and out of Kotciminyako's reach. And Kotciminyako started to grab them as quick as she could to try and put them back in the sack but they started coming out faster and faster and Kotciminyako grabbed them as fast as she could but they were moving faster and faster and they were getting out of her reach until finally Kotciminyako grabbed all that she could and put them back in the sack until finally when all of them were out of her reach and she could catch no more of them she put what she could back in the sack and she took the rope and she tied it around the sack and she knotted it and she knotted it. And she knotted it.

That sack was now a whole lot lighter than when she started. Kotciminyako threw the sack over her shoulder and resumed her journey.

Just as the Sun was setting, Kotciminyako arrived at where The People had made their camp for the night. She went in search of the Elders and when she found them she went to the Eldest of the Elders. She held up the sack to him. He took it and, weighing it in his hands, he said, "Kotciminyako, what did you do?"

Kotciminyako, looked at the ground and said, "well.... I.... I... I... wanted to know.... what was in the sack, so... I... I... ...what was in the sack?" And the Eldest of the Elders said, "Kotciminyako, look up at the sky." Kotciminyako looked up, and there, where before the night sky had been pitch black, now there were points of light scattered across the sky, glistening and twinkling. And the Eldest of the Elders said, "Kotciminyako, the stars that you see in the sky were in the sack. Our Mother gave you the sack to give to us so that we might take the stars and place them in patterns in the sky, so that by the rising and setting of the patterns the People would know when to plant and when to harvest. And by these patterns people would remember the stories of old.

So the Elders took what stars were left in the sack and they made what patterns they could with them. And so it is that when you go out on a dark, clear night, far away from the city lights, and you look up at the sky, you see many of the stars scattered across the sky, but you do see some stars in patterns. And by the rising and the setting of these patterns the People know when to plant and when to harvest. And by these patterns people remember the stories."

-- adapted from a collection by Jean Monroe and Ray Williamson

Nice! =) by Bernard C

纸星星 ^^

2010-05-16T00:30:00.010+08:00

纸星星寄托了折者的希望祝福等
可串起作为装饰物

星星一般都是送给自己的爱人，含义如下：1颗星星代表：爱，心中只有你
2颗星星代表：相亲相爱
3颗行星代表：我爱你
5颗星星代表：我爱死你了
9颗代表：全部的爱
10颗代表全心全意
11颗星星代表：一心一意,最爱你了
17代表要和你一起
36颗星星代表：雨情相许
55颗星星代表：爱你无怨无悔
66颗星星代表：愿你我的爱情顺顺溜溜
99颗星星代表：愿与你长长久久
100颗代表圆满的爱
101颗星星代表：你是我的唯一
129颗星星代表：愿你爱我到永久
170颗星星代表：要娶你
365颗星星代表：愿望成真（友情祝福）
548颗星星代表：愿你爱我到无法自拔
999颗星星代表：爱你很久很久,长久相守
1000颗星星代表：无悔的爱
1001可以许愿的
1314颗代表爱你一生一世
10000颗星星代表：爱你一万年
 亦可送人以示祝愿
只要你折出1000颗纸星星,
就可以实现一个愿望。

* 重整及摘录于网络
~ 小闪星 ~
(2010年5月16日)

绝迹...

2010-05-15T21:37:00.017+08:00

绝迹...
秋风萧瑟，大气回轮，
飕飕轻风扑扑
卷土扬尘
而未得索
灭
凋零

一代红尘一代稀，
而世间能有几时宏？
一声燕鸟啁啾，
仓惶飞掠
鸟瞰着大地
问详
终究何尝冬夜至

寒风里里
旋影中
尽是沧桑与绝迹

~ 小闪星 ~
(2010年5月15日)

爱情的讲究...

2010-05-08T05:22:00.019+08:00

爱情还是慢慢培养比较好
爱情还是自然随缘一些比较好
爱情还是用心经营比较好
爱情不是有情饮水饱
还是得看看现实状况，得适时抽离幻想世界

句子摘录于：平凡空间

The stars shine brightest only in your eyes.

2010-04-10T03:59:00.035+08:00

在这美好的夜晚，我奉最诚垫的祝福送给你！我的朋友！
"Stars are like friends; there's always some around, you just need to find your favorite one." =)

说在很久很久以前，天空和海洋深深的相爱了~可是他们注定不能在一起，如果他们在一起，天地就会毁灭~”“为什么？”“事实往往就是这么残酷~天空和海洋分开了，天空每天都在哭，她的眼泪都落到了海洋里~海洋就用这些眼泪制作了一条星星项链，送给了天空~天空在白天就把这些星星项链带在里面，免得伤感，只有晚上，才把这些项链拿出来，看啊看，哭啊哭~于是人世间就有了星星。

关于星星，一直有个这样的传说：人死了就会变成星星。所以在晴朗的夏夜我都喜欢注视星空，希望在群星中找到我最爱的那一颗,,最闪亮的那一颗,它可以给我希望,给我力量.,所以看星成了我的习惯。一种只能这样才觉得充满幸福快乐力量的习惯。

又有一个关于星星的传说：星星也会死，星星死了就变成了流星。所以一见到流星就要许愿，愿望就会变成另一颗星星，告诉那颗你每天都在注视和祝福的星星。

如果没有这两个传说，与自己心爱的人一起看星星也是一件幸福的事。自己幸福的时候也给别人祝福，这样才会有满天的繁星和满天的祝福。当你看到满天繁星的时候也就看到了满心的希望了.呵呵 .....

"I wish for you on a falling star, wondering where you are." =)

并不是每个夜都有星星
所以星星不是夜的唯一
星星知道一切
但星星却没有离开
星星说:"
因为夜不会属于任何一个人
因为夜是博爱的
所以愿永远去守护夜
让他也被深深爱着
是星星唯一的爱
其实夜是孤独的守望者."
夜是大家的夜收容一切
星星发誓会永远守护他心中唯一的夜
一直一直..
星星作夜的前驱
星星点缀夜的美丽
星星永远是夜的守护神

没有星星的夜不再美丽，
没有星星的夜不再明亮
夜对星星说：“也许夜是大家的，夜收容一切。但是没有星星的夜是无法灿烂的，请星星留下，不要躲起来.”
星星也许偶尔不会出现在夜空，但是有星星的夜空一定是最完美的。
星星也许偶尔不会出现在夜空，那是乌云挡住了它的光华，乌云过后必将向世人呈现最完美的夜空。
让星星和夜一起迎接美好的明天！

Star Pages... Please, whenever you thought of your kith and kin or your beloved; wherever you are losing your self-direction of your futurity; whatever wrong did making fault on your aspiration, starring night is the right site of your eternity, gazing into the sky, the stars is still blinking at you for your living sake. Feed on it, a healthy Honeystar. ~Star~

To: Smileystar

~ ~ 小闪星 ~ ~
(2010年4月10日)

I hate Monday !!!

2010-04-05T17:37:00.003+08:00

May I follow you to a place without any vexation, pensive mood of waiting for something or somebody else plus without any sorrow upon the accursed stuff which all of that are now striking against my mind... PAIN !!! SORENESS !!! I wanna cry but... No use even ! The tear is blurring my sight ahead! I scare, scare about what i am itching for is just a failure. Please! Leave me from it! Ish! Teach me what to do the next... I am now forcing me a smile. =)

(I hate Monday, especially today 5 April)

~~ Little Twinkle Star ~~
5 April 2010

平淡

2010-04-03T10:02:00.010+08:00

路途长短，可谓是个未知数。我们又为何苦苦哀叹呢？诞生于这个现实主义为依归的国度里，我们就有权利享受世界万物的循律蜕变、大地温柔的韵律操挥，世态一切变幻无穷；我不想，我不想其他思想的进犯干扰，不管后果如何，最终对我的影响左右，我就是我，我要勇于承担面对；我依然还是我，快乐看待，一笑置之=)

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2010年4月3日)

小黑炭

2010-03-22T18:14:00.053+08:00

20/3/2010. Frisbee!!! 我的天呀，回想间，我们这一群新手竟然能够提起胆自去参加竞赛，哈哈！没错，那个经验还挺好的，挺有趣味的这个游戏，唯独 Jia Jie 主力的缺席而沾上了丝丝遗憾。角逐冠军的份儿我们老早就没有机会的了，但是我们坚信，哪道杀出一个程咬金还不定。玩玩、学学、蹦蹦、跳跳、跑跑！这就是我三月份假期最轻松（还不算是最，哈哈），最惬意的充实（排第二^^）。

当天清晨一早，真的够早，鸡啼声未闻，我们四个大瓜（Turtle, Ting Wei, Wei Sheng and me）就提先到达主办场地，Padang Polo. 可悲，不知是谁在发梦还是怎样似的，6点50分就迫使我们抵达赛场，真要了我的命呀！过后几经根寻时间询问，发现8点40分才开始比赛。难怪当时路旁显然只有我们三根火柴一块肉（真不给脸xp），陪伴着大地的苏醒。

起初我们还以为能够来个初步侥幸，赢得一场半场的胜利，虽然赢面机率渺茫，其它队员的体魄在同一阵线的相比之下，在对方眼中，我们还算得了什么强悍对手，个个都是鱼腩似的。我们意志里存在的就只有希望，希望的意外惊现。情况不然如我们所以，首场就痛遭对方的奚落，接下来的每场比赛都以大比分幅度败北。没关系！唯一我们赢得的还是少许经验，尝试过...

非凡意义的比赛，我认识了几位不可多得的朋友，惟是欠却了彼此默契，彼此的合力递进，要不这场比赛我们还是能够赎回我们队伍"尊严"的,哈哈。重点是，现在的我已被晒成了块小黑炭，哈哈！好的开始！Frisbee, I like it !

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2010年3月22日)

现今的我,今天的我...

2010-03-09T21:38:00.023+08:00

全新的开始，须臾，化为虚像；
雕凿出的铜墙铁壁，一再的时光回望，
尽是矿地淘沙。

一切在于我的意志散漫，
独自坠落于空有的国度。
我能够摆脱它吗？
我坚信这不是我的宿命，
因为我有了星星的支持。

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2010年3月9日)

纯朴“稻花”香...

2010-03-06T08:41:00.030+08:00

江边小树郎呀郎，马蹄声，传我家
路边青草呼呀呼，清风吹，凉树下

牧羊者劳催呀催，连绵山，万里涯
一条小径通天下，家舍安琅琊
绿油油，辽园田野，稻花香
蛙声一片庆丰年
草市挺九州，一贯飞鸟跃湖海，悠悠自在想
庶民福，乐翩翩
关中命，不易享

笑容出自于内心的安乐
笑容是心宁的定义实感
我今天不懂怎么笑了笑

望着星星旋垂的安逸，我的心窝给暖了暖

还以一个纯心的表白
我笑了，我笑了

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2010年3月6日)

我最初的毕业感言

2010-02-24T21:22:00.022+08:00

众“星星”的不期邂逅，尔后的同一屋檐下笑笑成长、习性。感谢“钟灵”这棵大树的乐意庇护，风雨不休！您圆了我孩提光阴的梦，辗转五载时光，滴滴答答，我只在乎曾经拥有这一片美丽的天空，优雅的乐章，趣味的回忆以及神圣的“钟灵”。再会各位，缘定天下，有缘再聚聚吧！ -- 5SA2小人物。

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2010年2月24日)

Sleep Earlier than Usual Time !!!

2010-02-22T11:04:00.010+08:00

Monday, today is the last day for me to enjoy my fun life of Chinese New Year. That's also mean that something that i hate the most is coming, approaching to me, damn exam! And some more, I gonna.. No! am need to sleep earlier than usual time to remain me always being fully conscious in the class, no more been dozed off during the lessons. That sounds great but i don't know whether those I promised myself can be gone into my practices.

送给“平凡人”

2010-02-21T17:51:00.005+08:00

路路随风飘，飘飘落田野，不凡归不凡，乐乐茫茫何吾主...

路是人虚度间走出来的天涯，添加的不只是开荒者必备的条件，乐观豁达，知识智慧经验，而是善用上天给予您的人生拓荒版图，重要的还是机遇、运气的“作祟”。
~~小闪星~~

2010年2月21日下午5:50

小闪星的虎梦...

2010-02-21T10:57:00.013+08:00

新年节庆的暖暖呼呼，
虎年炯炯的眼神威武，
岁岁一周的忙忙碌碌，
欣欣戚戚的轮回翻波。

啁啾的自然乐曲，平平凡凡续瑞峰，歌歌谱谱的声弦，
一味长夜悠悠讴歌梦，而何时何刻才是梦流溅起的层层涟漪呢?
心想尚而不懂，心懂而志不明；哀哀何求?
虎斗也，志斗也，心斗也，智斗也，慧斗也...
龙腾虎跃，五虎相互啸呼

~~ 小闪星 ~~

五虎声威

2010-02-17T22:09:00.010+08:00

试问我本身供养了几只小老虎?

"老虎的斑纹"、"老虎的眼神"、"老虎的猛爪"、"老虎的神速"、"老虎的智慧" WooHoo.. !! 舞虎!! 五虎扬威, 虎年经运，我最想得到的还是五虎当中的... 嘉祥与斗志、万分的幸福、千许的醒神、百来的鸿运、十个高顶子 (10A) 以及一个笑星的真心相伴，星星知我心。 WooHoo !!

~~ 小闪星 ~~

Girls Need To Realize

2010-02-15T02:18:00.062+08:00

Girls Need To Realize: WRITTEN BY A GUY =)

We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS<>

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood i am in.
Let us pay for you!
don‘t 'feel bad'
We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.
Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my T-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown,
Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand i am not saying i wouldn't like it either ; )
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change!!!!!
Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population
and find someone who will treat you with utter respect

Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Guys forward this if you agree.
Girls forward this if you think it's cute.
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will forward this.

ADVICE:
** Holding Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.

** Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

** Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.

** Laying below the stars
Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.
- By 12 am tonight, your one true love will realize how much they want you.. if you forward this on.

Guys forward this if you agree, girls forward this if you think it's cute.

Taken from: Smiley Star message
Writer: Anonymous
Post-Writing: *Little Twinkle Star
Date: 15 February 2010

Notes added: I agree with you =) and wanna deliver the message to everyone whether you loves on or being loved by your partner or both together. Loyal to him or her and be an utterly wholehearted person... ^^

And send this to the person who you caring for! Don't forget! ♥♥♥♥

To: SmileyStar...

2010-02-13T02:13:00.032+08:00

Star Star in the Sky full of wishing and benediction to you and me (photo taken from sb's blog) ^^

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentines ^^

To: Smiley Star the most, star star and my blog followers
Post-Writing: HY star or Little Twinkle Star
Date: 13 February 2010

Neutralization？

2010-02-13T01:33:00.033+08:00

What is the mean for "neutralization"?

As what i had discussed with Jun De before, neutralization not only for the process in mixing up both acid and alkali to get a neutral type of pH solution (in chemistry) or what else. It's also known as to stop something from processing any further effect.

As for me today, i don't agree with that kinds of "stupid"explanation or description. I am down today cause of something else.

My Mental Diagnosis equation today...

[Happiness (Chinese New Year) + Sorrow Feeling (Missing somebody for a whole day)] 　
(Neutralization)
= Misery (Salt) + Fear (Cold Water)

Jun De said that the "outcome of salt" maybe is our experiences and challenges in our life. Maybe your answer is true. Anyways, i will grow stronger to confront with those no matter what that would happen to me as usual.

I don't really want to say much here, but i just wanna share my feeling to you all tonight. "Am relieved lot lot" .. Thanks for hearing me! smile back already^^

Post-Writing: Little Twinkle Star*
Date: 13 February 2010

超棒的一流发型师

2010-02-13T00:31:00.025+08:00

Physics tuition class... (12 February)

小弟的肖像^^

伟盛!!! 今天你到底发生了什么事，当你一踏入补习班时，你就成为我们大家的焦点；给我呢，就只有 =) . " Sorry sorry, 只是好笑，并非取笑.... 原谅我吧!! " swt...

其实伟杰遮挡不敢面向镜头，难道你的反应都和我差不多“那样”吗？ =) 不怕，自然反应才是xp

坐立不动的稳重姿势，恍如泰山上的一簇青草；春季燕鸟的就地筑巢，盘旋栖居，你愿意吗？lols

别害羞啦^^, 满脸都开始呈现出通红的"帅气"了，不要自己骗自己啦xp。如果你是我的话... 不可能！！！秃头都好过这样！！！其实还好看啦，我也是喜欢这个新造型，只是太... 太... 太... (speechless) ^^ (安慰你plus抑住良心的话)

慎重警戒：近视太深的人，请在欲修剪头发时，吩咐及讲清楚你想要的发型，免得头上开出一朵“耀眼”的红玫瑰，后果就自负了。^^
解决方法：剃光头^^

Photo taken from: Will Chin..
Post-Writing: Little Twinkle Star*
Date: 13 February 2010

There is nothing in the Sky tonight

2010-02-07T23:57:00.027+08:00

7 February 2010. Tonight.... There is a star flashes me a signal, an unmistakable signal i ever received. Startled me, Worried me, Bemused me, Doubted me, Touched me and finally... i know the true... That's why HY star won't be clustered in smiley appearance as usual, and maybe SY star will be grounded for few years... no more even star-gazing, no more smiley star and no more... But the most important is, the "truth", the frank statement from SY star,the sustainable and memorable events of our pass time. From now on, no matter how it leads us to, how it course, "star star" still keep inside my mind, my heart but not my eyes.... deeply grieved and sorrowful when i stared at the space where you located. I will ... no more tear rolling down and crying out, everything still in alive... i trust it, our "star star promise", The star still blinking and The star still looking at me... and ME TOO in return and I DO !!!

~~ To: Red Dragonfly ~~
To: Smiley Star
~~*小闪星*~~

My New Spectacle....

2010-01-31T16:48:00.013+08:00

戴上了新的眼睛，我有没有显得些不一样呢？没有咯，那是你最肯定的回复，我一早就知道的。一样的眼睛框框，基本上，都没什么两样的，只是颜色上的分别区分不同。一个黑色的，一个褐色的；其实最令我欣慰的是，这两年以来，左眼的度数值只上升了15度，右眼呢则50度。^^ 开心！对我而言当然开心啦 ^^

Lost... in translation: The dragonboat incident

2010-01-24T15:57:00.000+08:00

Lost... in translation: The dragonboat incident

虚实当歌

2010-01-23T20:01:00.021+08:00

实中有虚，虚中有实
阴阳相持，相生相克
明中皆暗，暗里嵌明
世态当前，则物物相依

柔中带刚，刚中附以柔态
俗则以柔克刚，而未曾刚毅制柔

虚度卧龙虎跃相斗；蜻蜓点睛，而性不移
事事弦扣，时来运转
而至，情须相容

那才是人生最大的奇迹！！突破！！

~~ 快乐小蜻蜓 ~~

Rest In Peace.. My friends...

2010-01-18T23:46:00.051+08:00

-- RIP.. A Journey to an Ending --

落叶纷飞，寒风袭来入骨，倏然的天地颠倒，反转了各界情绪的起伏波动。钟中师生们无不满襟沾上了泪迹，手足们痛失情怀，难碍云空的泪撒；除了难过，还是悲哀缠绕着，扛在罹难家属的身上，那是一生一世的不虞阴影。

古今常事，吾人难揣天意，大凡泣声延伸千里，随着惊涛拍岸，感慨已故同学、同志、手足友爱的归还离去。人生难测，来的来，去的去；那并非你我友谊的休止，而是悲痛的漫长虚实国度差别间的隔绝。吁请钟灵中学全体师生们，莫待伤感，节哀顺变。

17日，凛凛山水栩栩，泉野情海非凡。就在这一天，世态非常，漫漫天穹，星斗偏移尾端；我们含着泪水，失去了您，遗憾... 遗憾这一切的发生，就是冥冥中的安排，我们又有何奈何呢？

今天，“钟灵”甚响，哀泣惋惜，以为你我同龄已故至上最后的怀旧。挥别... 永别... 惟有旧时的回忆；您我最大的遗恨，即是无法同年同月同天同一时间，一同踏出校门，共享毕业的悠然气氛。感慨！记忆相思，来生续缘；我你永远都是朋友。

但愿读者们能够在读完这篇文章后，自行默哀3分钟，以致敬意，谢谢！！

希望大家不再为了朋友的倏然离世而哭泣，要么我也将随着你们，再度沉沦于旧时的过去而倍感悲伤。坚强面对！

安息吧！！！

To: Every students in Chung Ling and my blog follower...
(18/1/2010)

Pray to them...

Goh Yi Zhang, (17) , Brendon Yeoh, (17), Teacher Chin Aik Siang, (28) ,
Jason Ch’ng, (17) , Wang Yong Xiang, (16) , Cheah Zi Jun, (17)

人的一生

2010-01-16T21:17:00.020+08:00

一岁的出场亮相，十岁的天天向上
二十岁的远大理想，三十岁的基本定向
四十岁的处处吃香，五十岁的奋发图强
六十岁的告老还乡，七十岁的打打麻将
八十岁的晒晒太阳，九十岁的躺在床上
一百岁的挂在墙上 ... ...

(从某报章摘取)

星语辉耀：人的一身真的将会概括到上述的一切吗？那还挺单调乏味的，我坚信这个世上万物都涵盖着生老病死的狭隘定律。当然的是老来安康，与一生手足同享晚年，共聚天伦，那才是写意的人生。希望各位读者在尽历这些必经之路的当儿，想想过去，想想当前，深入反省以求得更美好的未来，还未尽力过的剩余人生短旅。可能百年犹如一晃而过，最终仅有的就是快乐的回忆。

~~*小闪星*~~
(2009年1月16日)

12日学堂星想 ^^

2010-01-12T21:36:00.055+08:00

风香香，心朗朗，北风吹胸膛

蔚蓝天，绿叶荡，旋空情思扬
惠风和畅，鸳鸯声乐，趣味盎然

私塾舍内，读书声吟咏
吾身平静，心绪如同天方歌谈；莫有！只唯 ...
**星想 -- 想着您 =)

~~ *小闪星* ~~
(2010年1月12日)
**To: The Special U... ^^
and xxxxxxx ppl

My Holiday Lifetime and Gifting You...

2010-01-03T15:06:00.012+08:00

韶光灿灿，六亲齐堂
秀花蝶影煌煌，翩跹起舞欢畅
风调雨顺，万籁齐响
欢度新春福照，家小欣喜，和乐融融

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2010年1月3日)

寒气...

2009-12-30T10:53:00.031+08:00

风声雨声读书声声声入耳，家事国事天下事事事关心
亲情友情爱情倾情情相照，爱心善心怜悯心心心恒存
简单情趣资资为本，笑影憨笑欣欣惬意
一夫一官辽辽天地，阴阳相呼聚聚人心
新的一年淅淅涟漪，新的景气冉冉凝聚
但愿一切顺应天命
急灌韶光意招祥气喜鹊鸣。

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2009年12月30日)

心感：可能是最后一篇，抑或是2009年的一个美好结束，来年再畅写了。也许偶尔还会上来草草笔墨，唯独上天的友意安排，正因为世事毫无绝对。

2010 奢望过个好年

2009-12-28T10:53:00.020+08:00

我最怕本身的三件事 ...

其一，我最担心的是未来的路怎么走，我不像他人一样，到了这把年龄大家心中已经各怀各自的梦想，对于前途再前边的一草一物，若是一目了然，有个定形的路线，在夜深暮色里却有着路灯的照明，就因为有了各自的目标。反观之，我还是没个明确的人生目标，应该说是对着未来的憧憬还是懵懵懂懂，最怕的是那样懵懂一时，误了所谓“机遇”，那该烦恼死人了。希望明天会更还。SPM 成绩好好，那就好好了... ...

其二，眼帘乃是人们透视这个世界的一伞窗，这个世界从满着许许多多可为人们探求的缤纷色彩与美丽。近来我都在想，倘若有那么一天我失明了，我的世界将是单调的悲泣，那该怎么办呢？那只是个人想象中的一幕罢了，然而那也该让我感到担忧兼且警惕自己，我不会再过渡使用电脑了。是我的想象里过渡挥操，还是个噩梦？见仁见智了... ...

其三，这我不说了，烦烦烦，也许答案就在眼前 ... ... swt swt...

Alvin and the Chipmunks 2...

2009-12-26T23:56:00.024+08:00

I am going to watch that movie within the this week and maybe it fall on 30 Dec. Pls my friends, go with me. I think that is my last hang out with you friends till the over of SPM exam next year. And maybe, i shall treasure it as if there is a good opportunity for me ... =(

23 December, the "四人行". We "loafing around" queensbay and do some things for our main purpose respectively. Of course, we went there for watching 风云2 at first and i rated it 4.5 ^^

That's my 1st time took a photo in the toilet.. lol...

I am waiting in expectation of that movie ... ^^

特别的日子开心过圣诞

2009-12-26T23:18:00.028+08:00

这是我从星云法师书上所拍下的鸟儿，就因为这与我当天的心情一样 =) ... 我拍下了。

25日，盎然节气气氛充满了我的家，不知那是不是个与众不同的一天，也许那是个可喜可贺的日子。今天就是那么简单，最想分享的亦是这几张当天所拍下的一些照片以及我心血来潮所画下的两张作品送予我的朋友以及到访的来者朋友们，我在此再次祝大家2009年圣诞节快乐。 ^^

26日早晨拍下的富贵花照片

毛泽东挥手，眺望全中国

A Lion Guards...

送给大家 !!

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2009年12月26日)

Human and pigs theories

2009-12-25T21:27:00.011+08:00

Some interesting theories about human and pigs:

Human = eat + sleep + work + enjoy
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Human = Pigs + work + enjoy
if, Human - enjoy = Pigs + work
in other words,

Human that don't know how to enjoy = pigs that work

Men = eat + sleep + earn money
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Men = Pigs + earn money
therefore, Men - earn money = Pigs
in other words,

Men that don't earn money = Pigs

Women = eat + sleep + spend
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Women = Pigs + spend
therefore, Women - spend = Pigs
In other words,

Women that don't spend = Pigs

Summary:
Men earn money not to let women become pigs!
Women spend not to let men become pigs!

Men + Women = 2 Pigs
Wish all the pigs happy forever.

Taken from: a mail from my friend.

Christmas EVE...

2009-12-24T23:58:00.063+08:00

圣诞节气又来到，你感觉到吗？释放心中的情绪，全情来投入。哈哈！我在此欲想大家旷个心情以一同感受圣诞佳节的融洽气氛当中，更无论您是来自哪个族群，哪个宗教，希望大家能够彼我多多了解，那就是一份足以让这个世界更为怡人，和平以及相互共处。

Christmas Carol : We Wish You a Merry♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪Christmas♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪WeWish You a Merry♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪Christmas ♥ ♥ ♥WeWish You AMerry♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪Christmas ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪...And AHappyNewYear!♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪...

话说今夜以为平安夜抑或圣诞夜，虽然与我若互不相干，并无一同喜庆，乐享圣诞号语的轻敲，置摆圣诞树，更不必说是高唱圣诞歌颂了，但是平安喜来的佳音却悄悄散播到每一家每一户，尤其是战乱遍野的地区，平安夜为百姓带来的唯有凄凉的作响，充满与愤憎的泪痕与心情。可能这个平安夜给我们的不知是欢庆，而是赠于全世界一份的人人平等的共识。

这一来我想圣诞老爷爷的驯鹿车子已经开始飘行，带着喜悦的笑容温暖着各家各户那正于睡梦中的小朋友们，分派着期待的圣诞小礼物。也许那就是一个美好的故事，又不知何故，我也悄悄地觑视着床头边的"圣诞袜子"，当然那只是个幻想与期待，希望老天为我带来一个特意的安排，送我多一份礼物。哈哈！... 那虽然我今年已经破例于近几年收到了一份“最没惊喜的礼物”。

等待着，Santa .. 您何时才经由我槟城老家呢？

Jingle Bell.. Jingle Bell... Jingle all the way....

今晚，就在饭后，我弄了一张图画，大概都和圣诞节没什么关系，可能是圣诞老人的附体，我经费时2个多小时完成。我也以此充当为我向大家的祝贺：“圣诞节快乐”。确实，严格上现在已经是为25日的“午夜早上”了，哈哈，就让我在这里为我两个今天生日的朋友说声“生日快乐” 同时我也献上一个笑脸，希望那是个全新美好的一年。 =)

Silent Night... Holy Night... lalala... lalala...

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2009年12月25日凌晨)

北京功夫足球

2009-12-24T16:11:00.030+08:00

北京功夫足球队的诞生，意味着足坛上将会有全新的气象，一个正酝酿中的大突破。谁说功夫足球是个妄想？谁又说那是人们思想中的愚昧？仅次于此，功夫足球只是还未成气候，未能公诸于世。功夫加上足球，那也相信这将引来另一批带着好奇的意念前来观赛，功夫加上足球构成的不但是形色未变，还可能把足球带到最高峰，形成一股迷诱众人眼眸的非凡魅力。

当然，那焦点就在于球员们的耐捍，那并不是一项单凭技巧方面的较量而荣耀，体能的支撑相对引领着赛事的结果。新型足球的出现就是双面的合璧，打从100余年前西方足球的创立，缔造了世界的疯狂，而现在是时候让华夏炎黄子孙继承这一切，往后那又该以怎样一个字眼来相称那下一个“足球盛世”呢？

这项突破乃是东西方在体坛上可称得上是个融合，功夫足球就是唤来的结晶。往后，有功夫就有足球，有足球就有功夫，两者相互相应。这就是中国人当今的小梦想，我也相信功夫足球一旦面世，中国足球队不再是个亚洲“腩鱼”，足以匹敌大热癫癫的南美枭雄。

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2009年12月24日)

冬至逢年年汤圆齐家馨

2009-12-23T00:20:00.040+08:00

冬至逢年年汤圆齐家馨我家的冬至逢节，犹如往年来的一样，少不了的还是搓汤圆的传统习俗。搓汤圆对我的童年回忆而言，其实是一种乐趣；至今，那是一个告知我新春的到访已经将至，然而随着寒寒年尾日子的挥别，我正期待的是自我的一番新气象。汤圆也借此一夜圆了我一家，大家聚集在那狭窄的小舍里，煮着一锅极临满溢的糖水，待热暖暖那手稍寒冰的汤圆。

我家搓下的汤圆儿，原意于祭拜祖先及神明，当然就不像外头的被商业化。自家搓下的汤圆虽非入口即化，气味非一般来得浓郁，然而那是一份甜意，是家中的质感温馨。一红一白的，象征着幸福与爱意，汤圆汤圆，意识着家家团圆。

有位“老”朋友对我说，她自爱搓汤圆，家里近年都未得“动过手”；没关系，但愿来年能够如梦吧。 =)

近邻赤道国度间悬挂的冬至月夜，显得非凡的温热和气家家又安康。

那是我的家...

我弟弟 ...

一些所拍下的照片...

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2009年12月22日)

没惊喜..的一份圣诞礼物

2009-12-22T23:57:00.026+08:00

看到我这几张图片而又知道我在说什么的朋友，谢谢您了。 17 December 2009

那是12月17日易主，而那是我感到最没惊喜，最头疼的一件圣诞礼物。你说悲不悲哀呢？其为因为来送者告诉了我购买的赠品为何以及其购买至自于的商业店铺。就是那么巧，我在当中交换了你的礼物。那并非是个刻意，是个巧合，当然心中也唤起黯然的不爽。哈哈 ...

老兄呀，真令小的有点头疼... 那还挺耐看的，只是问题在于家中房子都没个空间摆设，唯有打入“深宫”了。 lol...

温情 - 悦

2009-12-20T09:01:00.081+08:00

生活在那纯朴的渔乡

鱼儿是无穷的生计，海水是生命的溪流
海风淅淅，浪涛滚滚
迎来的天际尘沙，凝聚于黯然脸颊皮蛋上
世纪惶惶催赶岁月银发更替
纵然夕阳的沉沦，暮色苍茫
记忆中敲醒了这片海景的原属

凭栏眺望
星空还正挂上缤纷明晰的七彩桥
星斗闪闪挪移
快乐与温馨同聚
小小异国侨民渔港

溢水温和浇散落间
飞鱼跃然的逍遥，咸海深处网罗悠游
急流的访到，秋风寒拂吹
港乡驿站献上避风处
舢舨舴艋岸边歇

亲民亲邻，人间爱河泛舟，
缓缓散发艳丽的
牡丹香

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2009年12月21日)

Georgetown...(14/12)

2009-12-15T22:01:00.017+08:00

That's what i took on Monday 14 December. I was going out with my parents and seemed nothing better to do. I brought along with camera and fondle it... ^^ Boring... then i took some picture in Georgetown. Just see it whether u know where is it?

洁白的沙滩

2009-12-14T10:29:00.107+08:00

天际汪洋间，就有一个珊瑚礁群岛，白沙遍布环岛般地覆盖着，岸上最高处惟几米深，茅舍林立，住下了上千民的原著岛民。沙滩上，椰树原野处处散散根植，螃蟹海旁生态拓展，贝撒满间，在沙滩更前方，就是个鱼虾栖息的温床搁浅，小小的躯体野生岸旁，小小的细草就像生命的供给，丰饶的本质。孩子们不时于前方戏水，有时还潜入海中，唤起了那欢乐的笑声。

沙滩上，一望无际的天边，旭日轮廓冉冉升起，缓缓地拍打着远处咸水，屡屡激起轻快的涟漪，岸前窟窿泛泛，蟹贝横行，海风隐隐吹起漫长的啸声，融合于低空暖气中，人们生活得舒畅写意，那时个逍遥的天方，一颗不受外界起眼的海上夜明珠。

又是一个美好的夏日，有一位孙子陪伴着老爷爷到外头散散心，刚满三岁的小东西吃劲的稳住脚步，与爷爷漫步于白沙上。海风猛扑，给小孩的脸颊满个通红，爷爷弯低着上身，慢慢地牵着孙子，坐在沙滩上。爷爷在沙石堆中，画下了个个简易的字样符号，小孩笑嘻嘻好奇地望着，牙牙语音，似乎想从爷爷的口中了解些，看着爷爷费力地将手指头往沙上写划，他不禁抬起双手，喝彩般蹦蹦跳跳。

爷爷无力地支撑着那老迈的体魄，对着孙子一个字一个字说说了番。不知曾几何时，洁白的海域，神圣的家园净土正于岁月波涛的狠狠拍打与侵蚀，那不再是一个当年美好非凡的岛国，却沉沦于洋海的吞噬，还可见群殴翱翔于天际白云间，然而却未得寻觅适合于降落歇息的枝丫。

爷爷喘了几口气，
还可见昔日小孩筑起的凛凛堡垒，然而却失去了岛民们高声讴吟的逍遥曲子;
还可见那层层筑起的石块卵石，然而却无法抵制外来“大自然”肆无忌惮的清洗 ... ...
刚想挪移指向那最后一行字母，爷爷就那样不舍般倏然离开了这片家园。

十多年来，他贸贸然地被外界拯救队员接走，落脚于一个外界的贫瘠处。他失去了尊严，家人也失去了尊严，族群老小皆失去了尊严，更甚于失去了自己快乐的净土，清幽的家园岛国。

走着走着，就是那股思念与懊恼的轮番冲击，他想起了爷爷。那沙滩上隐约浮现了当年的字迹，刚劲有力地，那也是当中最深的凹陷窟窿，映现出那是“爱”，那是“家园”的真迹。
那是大家所欲想的归还从前，懊恼惭愧当初何不扼守住它，惋惜痛恨大家不为珍惜它。
现在，孙儿还是会不惜亡魂于自己的家园，那该不怕迟；那是爷爷最想大家做到的心愿。

虾儿不见了，蟹子鱼儿都没了，
洁白的沙滩就像儿时的回忆，深藏于心房，
孙子泪涟涟，
那是最后的告别；

那也是全球气候的变化，海平线逐步上涨的虚幻
那却是个开始！

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2009年12月15日)

I did it...

2009-12-12T22:12:00.020+08:00

I broke my record in solving Mirror Cube as well this morning and very luckily my brother took the video of the whole process before my brilliance achievement. This was my first time I video it and could be shared with my friends. Happy lor.. I did it. Anyways, I am now looking forward 1 minute and 20 seconds. Hope i can do that in the days onwards.

Bravo.. ^^ My current record is 1min 26sec.78. It is not the best for me and for the Cube's devotee, i thought. So, don't laugh at me o Cube's pro kar...

Happy Birthday...

2009-12-12T21:20:00.014+08:00

11 December, today is my brother's birthday. Wish you here again, "Happy Birthday". Hope that my benediction can be delighting your heart and mind and lasting forever. Although we (my family) are having only a small celebration for you, but you still being our affection in the family. And wish you Good Luck again and again, my dearest brother.

Sim City 4... Our Metropolis...

2009-12-11T16:27:00.015+08:00

After the 3Kingdom mission accomplished, i am willing to begin my empire in Sim City 4 which is my brother fancy PC games. I think it is emphasis in city construction and development. Nice game, but not for some of my friends who are not interested in at all. Anyway, it is not very tough to build ur own civilisation due to our endurance but it is time-consuming and that's why only i can adapt for it =)

Those are some picture taken by Print-Screen for sharing of what my brother and I was done of it in New York region. The 1st picture as shown is the capital of the whole state -- Mayor City. The following picture shown is the Industrial area of Beijing -- the province to be named. And the last one is the aerial photograph in "New York", the evidence of R&B achievement. ha ha...

From now on, our main target is increasing the population till 5 million as what "New York" territory can afford such a great number or maybe more than that. I hope that we can go on our striving to better.

115个 “笑” 字送给你

2009-12-09T12:04:00.101+08:00

寂寞吗？是因为你不常笑，故有云：“一生大笑有几回？斗酒相逢须醉倒” 这么一个大笑，还不止是大笑，微笑且能够带来的不尽是能够消除闷郁的心绪，可谓是成了笑笑没烦恼一词，还可以绽放出个人的开朗意味，释怀的情态，点点散落人间。“笑”也是种幽默的表现。 =)

周围的事与物，耳边溜过不寻常的格调与旋律，不时更招来了不适的狞笑、耻笑声不堪入耳，有时还振出赫然惊心，可我以一笑回置之，迎合一切险恶，或许我坚定坦然地相信，一笑固能泯去彼我往来的恩恩仇仇。 =)

有人总喜欢假笑，对“笑”这一字的悟彻宛如只得莫不过于三分的表示与认知，老爱绷紧着脸颊抑或强作欢笑，有些若是隐藏着那亦是不是羞女般的笑容，有的则笑比清河，内心隐忧，对我而言，逞强苦笑的确伤身有伤情，强颜亦失礼又损仪容。 =)

一般上，有些人若是患有无法抑制，有失常态的笑，其为亦如大声笑、奸笑、傻笑、疯笑等等等。而傻笑，对我常言，透彻隐露出内心的狡猾、阴险难测的内容兼人性角色；笑遽声咯咯则表露出个人豁达的心情，一心欲撇开忧闷的具体生活压力，念怀着舒心的日子。疯笑对常人来说就如动了内径股神经枢纽上的笑意，亦如疯狂，带有点不合常理，可不与人常进，我亦称精神风瘫。 =)

有人的笑容深深沾染着夸张的意味，笑不只是要体现且迎来个人的内心愉快，也必须迎合正面相处的对方抑或对象的惬意“笑容”。有人未顾及周遭的眼瞪，一时狂欢方可笑得见牙不见眼抑或合不拢嘴那还是小事，打个例子，可露齿而笑有时还挺恶心的，此一一归根于当时对方的心情理合来接受。此笑可间接地扇出喜悦气氛中的一种消减，依众人的见解，倘若前者了解后者的第一反应与感受（负面），姑且终会觉得无地自容，难以自持。 =)

冷笑是最难以猜透及肯定某人的心思，亦有种深感遭对方嘲笑的不下之感，若以正面观角探之，此笑乃与“偷笑”、“讥笑”僵持不下，只是明了与暗喻之分，均含50分的正负两面的相态，相融而成而定，那就是归咎于个人的思想、情绪以及大方等条件因素而断定了。此笑也暗藏着“窃笑”之嫌疑。 =)

君子回眸一笑，恐怕那又可电死抑或甜冻了异性朋友们的心，更甚则是着迷，也间接的带出了欢欣、亲切感以及不舍的心境。笑咧咧表示出内心的愉快，那是“美”的笑容，“笑容可掬”，不禁让人深感其乐观的心境。 =)

小孩子最可讨人喜爱宠爱的“把戏”，就是那可爱的笑声，笑嘻嘻的模样，不时还隐现出惬意的小笑窝，不深不浅似的，笑影贴心，可让人见到了又笑，见了又笑呀！ =)

成天笑吟吟地，那该多好，那是幸福的笑，无论是吃吃的笑、忍住笑或是痴痴的笑、捧腹大笑、笑气浓升、笑谈满间、引线向导的“开玩笑”、自然的笑、天天笑逐颜开，抑或笑破肚皮也好也罢，可谓当今的世界犹如一笑千金，那已成了世间一种持轨的规律。然而，笑是上天的刻意奉赠予人界最难得的至宝，那是个安排。笑一笑吧！ =)

在国际舞台上，“笑”即未被宽待诚恳的中国人给遗忘，给忽略。“北京笑脸”一直是北京奥运会的最大特色之一。北京奥运会开幕式上，多次“笑脸”令人动容：舞蹈演员用柔美的舞姿，在巨幅“画卷”的一角画出一张笑脸。“鸟巢”上部几米高的沿壁上，各种不同肤色的笑脸被映射出来；开幕式上放出的焰火礼花，绽放出迷人的笑脸。有人把开幕式上的这些笑脸称为“北京笑脸”。 =)

刚过去不久的2008北京奥运会，也为大家带来了“笑”的写意，“笑”的内涵,“笑”的心志。“北京笑脸”是１３亿中国人心声的吐露。她表达出中华民族百年期盼、今朝梦圆的喜悦，代表了民众办好奥运的真诚和自信。 =)

“北京笑脸”代表了“有朋自远方来，不亦乐乎”的传统文化，是北京奥运会主办者、服务参与者笑迎四海宾客的热情。 =)

“北京笑脸”是几年来在各地展开的“我参与，我奉献，我快乐”的成果，是亿万民众参与奥运、情系奥运的体现，展示出当代中国人的精神风貌。 =)

现代奥运会创始人顾拜旦在他的《体育颂》中写道：“体育，你就是乐趣！想起你，内心充满欢喜……你可使忧伤的人散心解闷，你可使欢乐的人更加甜蜜。”“北京笑脸”则非常具体地表现出这种“甜蜜”。虽然事隔数个多月，全世界依然缅怀这中国人的丝丝甜蜜笑容，一再为“北京笑脸”喝彩！那是“笑”的灿烂，“笑”的魅力，“笑”的辉煌，“笑”的硕果。 =)

从科学角度上，上天也制造出一种俗称为“笑气”的化学物质（一氧化二氮，无色有甜味气体）。笑气在室温下稳定，有轻微麻醉作用，并能致人发笑。1798年，戴维发现“笑气”具有麻醉性，事后他写出了自己的感受：“我并非在可乐的梦幻中，我却为狂喜所支配；我胸怀内并未燃烧着可耻的火，两颊却泛出玫瑰一般的红。我的眼充满着闪耀的光辉，我的嘴喃喃不已地自语，我的四肢简直不知所措，好象有新生的权力附上我的身体。” =)

那也是上天早在18世纪再度呼唤众人们对于“笑”的关注，笑是一种人类生存的能力，并非一味旨意人们刻意地效仿，因为真笑才能够给予温暖，牢牢地贴心于家庭与挚友的心怀。 =)

“人在顺境时容易笑,但在遭遇逆境时,却很难笑得出来。然而,最该笑的时候,正是在遭遇逆境的时候啊！不要对自己落井下石，遭遇本来已经够为坎坷,再去痛苦和忧伤,往往就是给自己多一重打击。
笑,是你向逆境挑战的最佳武器,而且你在任何时候都可创造出来。保持笑容和积极乐观的态度,能为你找到冷静处理问题的方式,创造外在改变契机” -- 网上摘录 =)

16年前，打从我来到这个世界的那一刻，胚胎成形之时，直至母亲辛苦诞下了我的那一刻，笑容就缘了我们一家，父母周围的至亲，远方的亲友，相信都是一笑还以这喜讯，笑着欢迎我来到这个世间。当我首次睁开眼眸觑视这世界，个个笑容蜂拥似亲了我的脸颊，我哭了。大家也正望着我的无知纯真的模样，也“笑”了。之后，我也因此学会了笑，这为人类最简单且最基本的动作。笑也是每个婴孩对世间一种简单清晰的表示。 =)

笑既是一种祝福，希望读过这篇文章的读者们，不管是认识的还是路过的，都能在电脑荧幕面前对着我笑，那我真的会实感欣慰了。哈哈！ =)

赠予我的家人以及朋友们：亦快乐有时，悲感有时，看到我就笑一笑，我也会对你笑，不愉快的也将一忽儿而散。 =)

请问您在文章中又看到了几个笑字呢？笑笑笑，那是我赠予您的，也是我可以做到的。

~~ 小闪星 ~~
(2009年12月9日)

我说你行你说你不行你还是行，你依然行

2009-12-09T11:21:00.011+08:00

一大清照，鸡啼鸟叫，万物正期待着旭日的冉冉升起。今天，我也不约而同地与大自然接触，想必于楼下院子里骑脚踏车，呼呼新鲜空气。踩踏了几圈，突然弟弟跑了下来，意想学学。当然，我弟弟从来都没尝试过，也许是怕跌到，或是阴影的纠缠，那我可不知了，就那么小时除了“四轮”脚踏车以外，可能都没尝试过。那也好，今天我就让他试一试，可谓好的开始，那肯定是成功的迈向。

踩了踩，踏呀踏，一轮的指导后，弟弟的面容无法隐瑟那心存的恐惧感，我也都看到了。平衡感对弟弟来说可不未被深透莫遭，一踩就身躯倾斜，之后就是倾倒，然而最感到庆幸的是没被自身的首度尝试给伤了皮肉。至于我呢，有时为了扶着脚车柄手，制衡脚车的反复摇晃，划伤了几处的却是我... 哈哈。。

想必是又怕羞，又心急，深怕人们的讥嘲，弟弟始终未能成功真正地踩踏一周，总是脚踏车给控制了弟弟，而不是弟弟驾驭着脚踏车驶进。感叹，感叹有压力并非件坏事儿，但是过多的积累就是动力中甚大的摩擦阻扰。今天我流下的汗水也比往来的特别多，也许是深怕你跌到，也许我更为你紧张，抑或整整一个句钟站着看着你的苦练，或也许是太阳公公清晨为我泼下的沉闷紧张汗滴 ...

一朝不行，没关系，就因为“我说你行你说你不行你还是行，你依然行”，况且那不见得是一朝一夕就可学会的“骑术” =)

马家霸业

2009-12-08T17:05:00.025+08:00

今天，三国一统，天下归心于我... 哈哈。为期半个月的三国威力加强班游戏再度被我这个捍将给一一制服了，可喜可贺呀。lol 征服天下的心愿，梦圆了有还原，讨伐了再重启新剧本游戏，果然有点劳累。然而，这次一来打从年终考试后的半个月，可值得为我高兴一提。

我的先主 -- 马腾

其一，总时间花费了31小时完成任务，那该当突破了我的记录，真的有点难以想象。其二，我成功开启了三国游戏中的第三十二个鉴定图，哈哈，难得的是将近半载的时间了，我开启了那唯一一张图片，虽然没为我带来什么样的惊喜，但是我依然有点飘飘然的喜悦之感。哈哈！还剩10张图，期待，正期待着... ^^

未回过皇城的第二任女皇 -- 马云禄 lol

我觉得有点疲惫，剧本挑战的结束，可深怕再度沦陷于寂寞当中，同时三国志11的剧本游戏也有点单调、慢慢地有点腻了。三国志12，你几时才上架呢？又是老话一句，期待，正期待着。 =)

2009年12月9日

听一听、唱一唱...

2009-12-07T21:54:00.016+08:00

外地音乐制作虽然好，但是本地的也不赖，本地音乐能够带给听众的“佳音”并非陌生音噪，也是也存在妙美的旋律、丽美的乐章。外国的“乐”亮分外明吗？我还是觉得本土的“乐”亮较清晰、更亲切。听一听、唱一唱,情绪既杂泛又交融...

歌词：歌曲:活到100岁
歌手:林宇中
林宇中 - 活到100岁
作词：林宇中作曲：林宇中

小时候牵牵小手像幸福小俩口
不了解天长地久爱要单纯很多
十来岁情窦开不成气候
还不懂温柔就开始懂心痛
越长大之後真心越是缺货
爱到老变成过时的口号
所以我们都寂寞

二十岁牵错的手三十岁牵一条狗
六十岁牵拐杖独自过
人说对的人总会在下一个路口
是对是错还不是分两头
二十岁像一把火三十岁像一条狗
六十岁像过期的啤酒
就算活到一百岁又怎样一个人活
不如有个人罗嗦

十来岁情窦开不成气候
还不懂温柔就开始懂心痛
越长大之後真心越是缺货
爱到老变成过时的口号
所以我们都寂寞

二十岁牵错的手三十岁牵一条狗
六十岁牵拐杖独自过
人说对的人总会在下一个路口
是对是错还不是分两头
二十岁像一把火三十岁像一条狗
六十岁像过期的啤酒
就算活到一百岁又怎样一个人活
不如有个人罗嗦

所以我们都寂寞
二十岁牵错的手三十岁牵一条狗
六十岁牵拐杖独自过
就算憧憬跟着岁月慢慢变伤口
还是渴望有个人到白头
二十岁像一把火三十岁像一条狗
六十岁像过期的啤酒
如果活到一百岁会怎样两个人活
这一生不会白活

歌词：歌曲:7天追到你
歌手:林宇中
林宇中 - 7天追到你《高校铁金刚》片尾曲
作词：林宇中作曲：林宇中

1234567 遇见你在星期一
算一算就快过一星期
7654321 每一天一个惊喜
我要在第7天追到你

不管你喜欢玫瑰茉莉还是满天星
九百九十九朵每天送到你手心

1234567
每天为你做一片爱心巧克力
甜到你心底

来不及来不及算命
我们注定要在一起
了不起了不起看看
我一见钟情的魔力
135溶化你 246甜死你
第7天就追到你

来不及来不及抗拒
我已深深的爱上你
了不起了不起感动到你
也不得不领情
7天说7百句我爱你
等你说你也愿意

1234567 遇见你在星期一
算一算就快过一星期
7654321 每一天一个惊喜
我要在第7天追到你

不管你喜欢玫瑰茉莉还是满天星
九百九十九朵每天送到你手心

1234567
每天为你做一片爱心巧克力
甜到你心底

来不及来不及算命
我们注定要在一起
了不起了不起看看
我一见钟情的魔力
135溶化你 246甜死你
第7天就追到你

来不及来不及抗拒
我已深深的爱上你
了不起了不起感动到你
也不得不领情
7天说7百句我爱你
等你说你也愿意

来不及来不及算命
我们注定要在一起
了不起了不起看看
我一见钟情的魔力
135溶化你 246甜死你
第7天就追到你

来不及来不及抗拒
我已深深的爱上你
了不起了不起感动到你
也不得不领情
7天说7百句我爱你
等你说你也（我愿意）

第三辆...

2009-12-07T10:21:00.015+08:00

-- 不用说给我吞下了一颗“解闷丸”，还是我的如愿梦想。那可说是我这个假期中最值得分享的一环 —— 我终于有了自己的脚踏车。寻了寻，找了找，兜了兜，绕了绕，可那脚踏车店原来就在先前脚车店铺旧址的正中对面，没想到假期原来就那么添增了一泼花样色彩，我还大闹忧闷，哀哉...

那就是自从前几年把上一辆脚踏车给舍出后，买下的“心肝宝贝”。 =) 我知道该怎么做了 ...

-- 给某某朋友.

2012 我说之...

2009-12-06T15:35:00.042+08:00

上元盘古世纪以来，许多人曾经预言过世纪大灾难将至的豪言，且皆为空口说白话，信口雌黄，胡言乱语。其实，每个世纪，每个年代，谣言的众升皆见惯不惯了。打个例子，上个世纪最流畅的一个大预言，乃是外星人将从某个星际来袭地球人，抑或火星人的侵占于我们现今所拥有的大自然地球环境。近几个年代以来，时间坦然然地提供了我们事实的真相，地球毁了吗? 还没，我们的上一代就如我们的父母亲，依然诞下了我们，我们还是来得及看到这个花样的世界，唯独火星人的存在以及种种赫然的言语却无法兑现。

据悉，我婆婆在上个世纪初，就有人传出沸沸扬扬于社会的一句话：“这世界就快完蛋了”。完了！完了！这个世界真的完了，垮了，就因为在某个时代都会出现消极的人们，可谓他们是想浮夸了自己毫无根据的预言，好让世间信以为真，另一方面又宠起了万人的颓气，动机在于何处，乃误导人们，不然，不愧为之“警世告谏”....

对众人而言，相信您所信奉皈依的宗教信仰，倘若经文中贸贸然阐明未来不是您所寻依的梦境，竟是末日的降临，那还算是一个健全的思想参考，精神的寄托吗？有人认为基督教以及回教都述说了世界末日的源头，给人一些有关方面的印象，而人云我却不亦云。或也许那还有更深邃层次的解读，或许正是要人们将其解读为人们正迈向晋升某某阶段的智慧发展呈现呢？自此我更相信一点，我们所信奉的崇高教宗教讳着人们正面的思考方向，而不为之过度疯狂。我也相信即使是基督教、回教、佛教等等等一切，皆以善意为根基，消极的思维传导既是犹如邪教。

一言概括之，在世界正迈向时间与空间的绝境之时，自然会有一个供人转折的拐弯处，该去的就该离去，崭新的一幕正迎风而来，推陈出新的道理就是这世界的轮廓，永远就如此摆脱不了的现实。所谓的末日，乃是个扩展人们智慧、理性的风靡之谈呀。

~~ 雨境畅扬 ~~
(2009年12月6日)

时间正停留在抉择的那一刻

2009-12-05T22:09:00.023+08:00

... 当时，我对principle account 这一科的热爱，想当还是那么地深刻。打从一开始就那么希望于SPM多报考一项副科我，跟了校方所安置开设的那一班，进行了跟随老师缓缓步伐式地进修与跟进。好端端的一班，就在年中传来了不悦于耳的一段尾音，暗示着这堂课的告终，那还真的感到惋惜，也慨叹自己没机会再聆听那额外的知识教导，清脆易听的课程，皆只能反复地回想，但却逐渐含糊了下来，有点不舍。

就是因为政府突如其来的政策变动，为了更公平地发放海外有学奖学金，特定了高三学生只能在SPM领考最多10科的一些制度上的更改。那该惨了，除了一些必修科以外，我校校方特别规定理科生必须应考3科理科科系，那就是生物、物理以及化学咯，再加上一课华文必考科，那就刚好10科，没多没少。老师也就此退了钱，书本也都买了，6个月的进修课程，就那么地草草了了。

那就算了吧。然而，那早前鲁莽行事的政府，当天断然的10科政策，又来个小变动，改为最多12科的决定。深感快乐的是，我可能还是有机会继续深读此科，那还不过如此，最令人反感的是，我惶惶地又想重读，政府实在是正耽误了我的下半个年头，突然沉了我的锐气，又贸贸然给予我一个已快要破碎的残缺希望火石，我该当如何呢？

要继续还是放弃，不由得我而知了... 看咯，都是政府惹的祸，就像实验室里的小小白老鼠，命运都掌控在“你”的手中，还想如何，一切都将归于我的“痴心妄想”中。

"谢" 主 "隆恩" ..

2009-12-05T09:41:00.024+08:00

整个礼拜或是整个假期都好好的，昨天就在那紧张的关头，网路连线问题冒然升起，是我的心再度沉了下去。据悉，昨天是学校年终考试老师们结算成绩的日子，那么重要的日子，当然我也想提先知道班级编排或是成绩也好，那又更何况我就因为担心成绩的好坏，与上次考试的偏差，竟然整整五天不敢开启学校网站，除了担心，依然还是担心。

那还算好了，这五天真的没让我再为它而烦，反倒是成绩正悄悄轻拍着我的背部，要我积极面对。对了，就是4日这一天，我决定面对它，突如其来的冲劲，就是那样随风而飘来，直扑脸颊，袭卷大脑。那当然，我也巴不得瞄一瞄... dc dc dc ....

一盆冷冰冰的寒露拂吹于电脑正对角，断线了，没了，滚热的希望就那样绷住了，于心头上。haiz.. 我想那成绩肯定对我不妙，是我主（我内心的一盏明灯，故我的神明）故意的偶然安排，要我再怀着快乐的心情许久吧 ... 对，我会珍惜这几天的美好时光，等待着信函寄到我家之时再揭晓吧，希望明天、后天、大后天、再来一个永远的天界，都会是那么好吧。

12月4日

6K Gathering (2005 graduation)

2009-12-03T17:54:00.049+08:00

Everyone of us except Kah Pei... lol..

All the girls who turned up on that day...

-- 选了选，最充满象征性的照片就只有这两张了。

28 November, that day as for me, i was quite excited as I would never keep on alone or staying at home anymore for the whole weeks even the school holiday. It was my best opportunity to step out, evaded from bored and listless, despite i still went over other places with my family.

My primary school 6K Gathering (2005 graduation) held in the Fennie's house where is next to my residental area. So, on that day, i accompannied by my two friends, Wei Sheng and Zing, we gathered and went on foot. Sadly, i can't bring along with my camera and what a pity now i can't share any picture here too..

Thanks a lot for the organizer who provided a site for us to gather and sustain our friendship. 23 ppl present on that day, not bad, i declared it to be a success.

At first, we just took a picture of our OLD friends in front of the house and quite nice it looked. It seem that everyone of us still treasure our friendship under the atmosphere. Kah Pei was not inside the picture and be a blemish in an otherwise perfect thing. I like that pic... but it also seems that i am more shorter among you, startled me... xD...

To be my sorrow, i did not be served it very much of BBQ. Miserably, i can't eat ice cream too due to have a sore throat and I lost of appetite because of it. Ice cream is my favour and i never miss it. UGH !! I only could watch helplessly as you all tasted it. == Even though i was not feeling much well, i still drank much ice water to quench my thirst after BBQ and eventually, i suffered much later as 生痰。 lol... ==

I could observe that most of the girls having a lot changes in their visage and maybe that is the certain effect of the time drifting away and we haven't met since 4 years ago in 6K. I even couldn't recongnize you girls as most of you made a big changes in your appearance and not again in childish face and prematurely. ^^ For the guys who attended on that day, i thought everyone of you still in the same school with me, so it was nothing amazed me in my perspective...

During the gathering, i realised that i was not to know how to interact with girls at all. lol.. i really lost my capability to communicate and socialise. lol.. Maybe, i studied in a boy school and maybe i was be shy or maybe i rarely talked with u all last time and so, you all girls forgot me already.

Some of the event on that days was memorable for me, and be sad, nobody noticed me, i thought. lol... quite lonely.

and lastly...

"Miss you too much my friends."

Photo takan from Zhe Yi's blog..

6年来的第一次

2009-12-02T11:11:00.017+08:00

今天还作了两个好梦... ^^

昨天晚上实在是我的六年来的首次。电脑拱手让给了弟弟用，闲得无聊，无所事事地，就那样躺在床上呼呼的见了周公。最重要的就是该时正九时刚出头，就那么一觉睡天亮，才发现原来早睡时那么的使我感到精神奕奕，不像往来的我，无精打采地，更何止是整个早上，就连下午时分整个体魄都恍如轻飘飘地，情绪也不太好。

今天一早，那一切竟然消去了，睁开了眼帘，周围的静态不再是回转似的，清楚地，头沉沉的感觉也都没了。早前不到晚上十一时，我都没法子入眠，不然，也就是在床上打滚，眼睛闭上但心思却还在活动着。平时不多得早睡早醒的我今天做到了，希望这将成为我的一种习惯，全新的一面，我正期待着...
6年来的第一次，实在是令我兴奋不已；不，是因为那是我的一项全新的纪录，并不是无厘头的狂欢... lol..

Why the boss fainted with this job application form..

2009-11-30T00:08:00.005+08:00

LOL.. quite interesting...

> Name: -- Ah Boy
> Age: -- Still young
> Sex: -- Never. Still under age
> Religion: -- I only have experience praying my cat who die 2 years before
> Race: -- I love to race, how you know?
> Nationality: -- I don't like National, I prefer Sanyo
> IC Number: -- 6735
> Telephone number: -- House no telephone
> Hand phone number: -- 3310
> Address: -- Penang Jelutong
> City: -- Nor Haliza?
> Postcode: -- I never post anything
> State: -- In my family, I am 2nd
> Country: -- I love to travel to Canada
> Marriage status: -- Secret
> Email Address: -- Hotmail
> Education Background: -- My teacher said not bad
> Working experience: -- time got sell pirated VCD
>
> Father's name: -- Daddy
> Father's IC: -- You ask him
> Mother's name: -- Mummy
> Mother's IC: -- You ask her
> Current Salary: -- Depends on my daddy mood
> Expected Salary: -- As much as you can pay
> When can start work: -- Depends on my mood
> Highest qualification: -- Ya, very high
> Grade: -- Ya, very high
> College/University: -- College
> Signature: -- Can I use chop?

Take From : Kyle ㄨじǒびěㄨ

网路一周年

2009-11-27T17:19:00.028+08:00

看了看眼前的电脑荧幕，左看右看，都没两样；然而，最大的改变乃是添加了一些网上的浏览器、“antivirus”、下载工具等等等，那也当然，起初我都没什么碰它。就那么将滑鼠一挥一扭，就那样地满一年了。一年前的会考后，家中最大的变化并不在于硬体设备方面，而是电脑的配件以及上网等的器材了。那个时候，我家决定安装“Streanyx”配套，就那样开始了我在网路上的运用与学习。RM60 的配套对某些人来说可能没什么昂贵，或也许对某群人来说是种浪费，可也许此配套的连线缓慢，那我也可认同了。

然而这区区RM60换来的并不是一味是种浪费。对我而言，我就此联络上了一群小六的同班同学，那还是可挺欣慰的，同时也保持了一群时刻守候在我周围的朋友们，大凡这就是当初提升网络速度的最终宗旨吧。始终，网路还不单单如此，让我有机会摸索部落格的操作，那就是拥有了自己私人的话说空间。挺有趣的，那就是我永远的部落格。

先前由于网络速度的因素，一些网上游戏只能看，不能尝，哀哉！我就是那过来人呀。就是因为那RM60，我就快被沦陷了... ^^ 那又是另外一种的后患、悲怮。那还得了，最庆幸的是，网络的速度能够负荷其短片下载的功能，youtube 里头有趣的都能够尽收眼帘。此外，里头的指导片段（Rubik's Cube），实在是帮了我不少。

就是那六十令吉，我得到了虚幻的收获，对我来说，网路的发达确实让我的生活都融入于此，何从可贺呀。一年了。。。

最可怕的第三天

2009-11-24T00:29:00.025+08:00

今天确是假期的第三天，喜悦的假日就是那么的匆匆，三天了，我扪心自问到底这时日做了些什么呢？我什么都不碰，什么都不想，老是对着电脑发愣似的。忧闷的心情并不浮现，唯有遭到电脑荧幕之荧光刺激视觉神经的趣儿，上瘾了！

我的眼睛都快累坏了，血丝的绷紧感正充满着半边眼球，我受够了。这次并非昔日，捧着课本书簿，牵着笔筒；而是拖着老鼠望着晨曦，直至谷黄夕阳的呈现。我总觉考试的日子难熬，现在却恰好相同，假期的日子更难熬，更空虚；况且考试时是那么地充实递进。

我还可以为自己挣回所挥去的“历史”光阴吗？那得靠我的自身节制了。不懂这是否得得到神明的背后轻推一把才能让我回醒过来呢？我似懂非懂，但是时日不等我，唯一能够做到的就是坐在地板上静思，唯有坚强的决意才能让我改变。那不是个大改变，而是让我直立起身躯，想更远处的平方勘查我的最终方向；当然那并不是透过眼前的视影荧幕。

对我而言，立体感的周遭环境并不是存在于三维模式中的综合影线，那是个人们自我挣扎生存的视观平台，虽然呈现于扁平与狭隘，仍拥有着充分的角度让人明确眺望，思考。

反观之，平面“荧幕”的视觉效果动作，是一种不堪回首的超强荧幕质感诱惑、迷恋，透过立体感的美妙世界那又为我带来了什么生活上不凡的推动力量与奋进呢？

我 -- 上瘾了！

雨中晴灯 -- 游子吟

2009-11-21T01:16:00.048+08:00

星光闪耀，明月玉琼般的倾色，貌美天凡；

空气清凉，谧静的夜空，长穹斑斓黯淡；
瀛寰街闹，胡同巷港，灯火阑珊；
合上双眼, 静待着，
耳风溜溜，思想缅怀着，尽在咫尺胸膛。

那细细茧子般大小的萤火虫，低空礼送盏盏油灯
灯笼般荧荧烛光，稀落满天
众乐乐，垂髫嬉，白发笑丰盈
开心的日子，豁达的陶喜自由，
我拖着疲惫的身躯，蓦然回首道别。

绿林，美妙的记忆家乡情趣亦可如昔
昨夜晴空檐下，草气芬芳、蓓蕾香
皆了，挥别是为了家，泪别是为了您呀，妻儿爹娘！

沉沉深夜，窗前细雨朦胧，灯蛾扑打着我的脸框，笑我命途坎坷
在外头苦力劳作的辛寒
安抚着我内心的悲怮，波动
离情别绪
外头正细雨朦胧；车夫牛仔，大伙儿想着的亦是生计与家小。

都是家中老小而扛，都是家的未来而烦；
细雨带来的安慰，全是苦涩的。
深忧间，眼眸落下了银光，云彩的泪花也相继溅我衣裳，华灯黯然
我独自地走，步履阑珊，人烟灰散，
我就在街头的小驿站歇息且感叹。
我再次闭上那疲劳的双眼，听取大自然的相对唏嘘

覰视街上，
梗梗枝丫立，一盏盏过往回忆的轮廓与泪痕紧靠。
悲与恨，家乡步步挪移变幻，科技的无情接替、懵然且无知
十年来的梦想追逐，皆是场场生命的演奏
还有什么事物，能够让我各个接连的耐人寻味呢？

家中的吵吵嚷嚷、妻儿们的祝福，都是时间过往；
我那又奈何呢？

瞭望无界的前日，那束街灯光环，却非如今所耀。
情雨潇潇湿人心悸，
层层的羽绒大衣，又何能遮掩、按捺我心悬的寒酸呢？

春雨尘洗过大地，飞鸟吱吱地将春汛散落人间，
我知命，那是上天奉赠予我的独特且悲痛经历
我认命，短旅中冥冥就是那样，
家中温热依然笼罩着旧屋跟前，
等待着落魄的我踏实归乡，就是那股非凡的爱，灌溉着我的一身
这姑且还是段永恒的亲情温热，家乡风土想，
那也是个虚像，昔日不再。

仰头观望那雨中晴灯，
快乐奋斗的笑容，满脸历尽的沧桑
我笑了！我还是笑了！

Mirror Cube...

2009-11-20T22:14:00.016+08:00

Marvellous... the picture that I like the most among several picture or image below... I took it, the last 3, if not mistaken, of the remaining memory slot of my camera. Fortunately and hopefully, i had caught it and share with you here.... ^^

That's right a mirror cube... I bought it through my friend before the exam and that is built in the form of different thicknesses of regular cube shape. It looks nice and peculiar and even fascinated my sight. The picture above is the appearance of Mirror Cube with shiny surfaces.
I solved it even the exam is approaching under the compelling of my curiousity, maybe from the universe or somewhere surroundings but not restrained by my mind. yeah.... I do it well.... ^^ However, the focal of my difficulty is be dazzling with the reflected ray that is glaring and caused eye strain. Sad... I manage to take my ease after it. Or else, i could only see a bright circular light in my perspective just like beheld on the light spot for several minutes but now is for solving a typical puzzle.

Oh, yeah.... let's take a look on the picture below... i "photo" it before took off the seal, can u see it clearer...?? No need to magnify the image, don't worry.... just scroll down to the next picture...

Wah... "slobbering"?? ha ha... it is fantastic...
(the picture is repeated) Can u make it clearer??

My Rubik's Family tree and members.... to be delighted to share it with you and enjoy to see the photo....

Well ... hope you can like it....

~~ THE END ~~
(20.11.2009)

考试前夕（二）

2009-11-08T16:05:00.013+08:00

考试前夕倒数的第二天，化学乃是我今天复习的科目首要。化学其实不是多难，只是考题中的文章式书写作答颇为我担忧。有些化学名称、化学程式以及最懊恼得化学元素周期表，通通都是我的死穴，再说我都是临时将这一切重点苦背下来的，最深怕的是考试时的一个心慌往脑袋记忆囊袋中给抹去这一切。

氧、碳、氢、氮乃是生物体中不可或缺的基本元素。没了它们的相互支撑与彼此抵消，周遭的环境，青葱的山岭都将进入人们的幻想当中。我也知道，化学的奥妙就在于个方面范围内的知识，各自的支配所诞生的新科系。人也是一样，有了努力、坚持、进取以及乐观的态度，世间种种难题都只是灰烬，再也不是那起先炙手的火焰，又熏浓又火烈。

至今，我只有不厌地苦读，再牢牢地铭记，唯有今天付出的代价，才能成就往后的将来。

蚂蚁哲学

2009-11-08T04:06:00.037+08:00

蚂蚁哲学，相信大伙儿都有着一定的认知与构思，幻想。其实，在这考试前夕，我没必要在这儿长篇论谈，我倒是还想分享这哲理当中的奥妙，也许能够巧运于我们的生活乐谱当中，跨出人们对小蚂蚁之间的一种自然联系。

其一，每当您或我本人刻意地将手指头遮挡或掩盖了蚂蚁们的前程去路是，它们都回积极的找出迷失的路线，不受眼前的障碍物给阻扰，即使是盲目的根寻，它们仍然不会放弃，即使是兜个大圈绕回原点，都说着我愿意；然而都有成功的时候，觅路归巢。

其二，每当夏季来临时，蚂蚁们都回积极地尽快觅寻食粮，充当冬季寒天的饥饿而提早储备。即使是世间哪个角落蚂蚁家族们都懂得居安思危，做出有长远的打算，避免事情发生之时才仓促应对及谋策，倒是再是恳求天地，都于事无补了。那就是蚂蚁们的强处，适时机且懂得深谋远虑。

其三，每当蚂蚁家族们正度者寒天雪地的严冬，将进入新春季节变更之时，都会不时到外头探一探气候的变化，倘若大地还是一片雪霜，它们将快步地再度怕回那苏暖的窝巢中，日日月月地等待着阳光的普天罗照，大凡都乐观地看待四周环境的自然孕育，期待着大地回暖更新，崭新的一片原野色彩。

那就是著名的 “蚂蚁哲学” ，秉持着永不放弃的性格、懂得深谋远虑、积极乐观采纳环境所给予的物资，创造出与众不同的事与物，锻造出幸福的人生短旅、至此能够常在于快乐的摇篮中晃摇而无忧无虑，稳重又轻快地走下去。

蚂蚁并非大家想象中的那么恼人；相反地，人们也该向蚂蚁致敬，学习。

小闪星
(2009年11月8日)

考试前夕（一）

2009-11-08T03:14:00.022+08:00

（十一月上旬）

年尾大约十一月左右就是每位学生最不想过的一个月份，主要成因归咎于年杪的大考将近，读书声遍布了整个房子，除了这一些还有什么可值得寻味的呢？对我而言，那只是一个少年时期的合法自我软禁，我就是老半天呆在家中，自我闷在房里。这所谓的软禁并非为某种社会民主宏大奋斗而实遭遇激进分子强制捆束，而是我个人在生活上的一种牵制，抑住个人的喜好、兴趣以及精神。而我都不知该笑或否，我还快乐吗？

当然，这样的生活实在是苦闷透了，总是带来些心里的烦躁。不可以看电视！不可以翻阅课外读刊！不可以上网、玩电子游戏，这统统禁止。这种不适的确实在琢磨着我，考验着我的忍耐度，也许那就是求学路途中的一项考验吧。还不止，睡觉的时间都被我牢牢地压缩，我越管着它，它就越同我作对，追逐着，我有点喘了，时间仍然分分秒秒地滴滴答答作响，催赶着。也就是那样的，成就了我的彷徨，心中不遂的情绪，就因为我没能专心地温习，分心了，只懂得向虚拟稍实惠的时间奔命。

可信的是，这次的合往来的情况有点转变，上网、电视皆可，那该可喜了。白日，通常都没能专注，而晚间时分，有了星星月儿的陪读作业，我个人也换个心情，就绪咯；多怪自己不老早准备应考呢。怎该有把握应考才行，这才是我“操劳”多时的最终目的。年考真的值得让我为你而颠倒了我的生活规律吗？答案，我摸着了。若不是你，我还会成为一个具体的例子吗？

小闪星
(2009年11月8日)

Only Great mind can read this...

2009-10-31T16:05:00.014+08:00

Only great minds can read this

This is weird, but interesting!

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fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too

Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can..

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it

Try ur best and trust yourself , you can do it....

A simple Ending...

2009-10-24T23:32:00.007+08:00

小小的话说平台乃是我的快乐源头、抒发内心起伏高低的最佳工具。jkcheah.blogspot.com将会永远地上贴有关我的一切。^^

~~本部落格将暂时高一段落~~ 直至考试周结束为止... ... 多谢大众们的支持，您的鼓励将紧贴在我心中。 ~.~

Piano Stairs.. Fun Theory

2009-10-23T23:26:00.015+08:00

Is it possible in Malaysia with such a creative thinking and arts of this kind of "amusement facility"?

不同的创意、变通都可带来不同的环境、心境。那就是生活乐趣。录影中那就是普通梯级在翻新后与电楼梯的差别，颇受路人的欢迎。全新的面貌撇去单调的常态，那自然脚步的生活韵律、节奏、音符就是中脱俗... 解开那紧绷生活中的潦倒，是人们唯一的快乐钥匙看，众人们都"笑"起来了。 =)

A Balloon Scores A Goal !!

2009-10-19T21:31:00.018+08:00

Sunderland Vs Liverpool 2009
A Beach Ball has ruined the splendid Triump of Red

真是巧合，也许那就是冥冥中注定的事实。我想红军球迷将臭骂那小子，心中可能都恨之不下，据了解那伙子也是利物浦球迷，真是毁了红军的赛季冠军梦呀。真可笑，也许这颗进球能够争取获得足球史上经典吧。^^至于我，当然也是红军的球迷，才上载这一切，当我看到报章报导时，也有点混淆的心情，可笑呢还是可怒呢？不可而知了。

沙滩排球的首粒进球或可称为巧妙助攻，还真的惊吓了各位足球热衷者。从画面上看，球上还印上了利物浦的徽章，球生确是红身，那伙子的调皮举动，带来了大伙儿悲痛，气坏了红军上上下下。输了！幕后“功臣”竟是“它”，有点难以接受。也许在统计方面，“Ball of the match = Balloon” ^^ (无聊一下~~)

最重要的是，我们（利物浦球迷）的梦幻球队角逐冠军荣誉的前程还是存在着冲劲，明确的未来曙光。

以下为一些网上载入报导...

The 'supporter', who was wearing a dark blue top - the colour of Liverpool's city rivals Everton - has been captured on YouTube throwing a beach ball into the Liverpool penalty area during a Sunderland attack.

Asked if the goal should have been disallowed, Benitez said: "It's a technical question. It could be a goal, but it's difficult to say. In this case, I think it should be a goal."

Steve Bruce, the Sunderland manager, was not so certain after speaking to a referee after the game about "outside interference".

He said: "I've been told the laws of the game state it should have been disallowed and the game restarted with a drop ball. But does anybody know that rule?"

Bent didn't care who was right. He was just happy to claim a goal which meant he'd scored in each of Sunderland's last five games.

However, Benitez is refusing to accept that Liverpool's pursuit of the title is over.

He said: "This is a bad defeat, but in a normal season, teams at the top would be wining every single game.

"We had a bit of luck with the goal, but we took them on and beat them hands down," the former United captain added.

Sunderland moved above Liverpool with this victory and into seventh place.

"Master Pyramorphix"

2009-10-18T13:56:00.007+08:00

"Pyramorphix" -- A monotonous puzzle playing... i thought. =)

Sorry for giving some wrong information to my visitor and my supporter... ^^ Actually, the puzzle which i had shown before is not denominated as "Pyramorphix" but it is called "Master Pyramorphix" in proper way. The "Pyramorphix" is a product of the modification of Pyramix which is exquisite and not even much tricky. I think we just be allowed torevolve the three corner there and we can do nothing on it. It shown that the puzzle is a monotonous playing which are not suitable even for five-year-old children. ^^

(but i never see the puzzle just from the searching of internet)

"Master Pyramorphix" -- The primal appearance.

In other word, "Master Pyramorphix" is my beloved. It is not tough, but we need to think a little bit more to solve it (one colour in every faces) (Bw.). Another one is with 4 types of colour faces as the picture below. You can do the same way as the solution provided (Bw.) but just for the shape, not for completing or to retrieve the colour faces. Both of them still be classified as "Master Pyramorphix".

"Master Pyramorphix" -- Was scrambled

Wishing Good Luck for the devotee of the puzzle who are still strange to "Master Pyramorphix" and "Pyramorphix". Pls don be confused. ^^

~~END~~
(18/10/2009)

Mad in Pyramorphix

2009-10-13T21:38:00.015+08:00

Tonight, i would like to share some of my happiness with the visitors of my blog. Hope that all of u can keep viewing my blog in anytime and everywhere.

Today, I am very happy with my achievement that I can solve th Pyramorphix within 1 minute.
As it was my 1st time to have my record of the puzzle, i can't believe what the result showed from the timer and very surprising me of the reflection of my competency.

I had no spirit at all when I get the result of 1 minute and 40 more seconds in the beginning of my counting. However, my second attempt had forced me to challenge the next difficulty even to break my previous result or achievement just like what i had done before in the 3 times 3 cube puzzle.

Anyhow, I will try my best in my way and solutions. For all the devotee of the puzzle-type-playthings, keep trying on ur effort.

My best attempt.... of Pyramorphix
~~ 54.29 sec =)

Not Bluffing and Showing Off... ^^

钦敬的故乡 -- 我永远的槟榔屿

2009-10-10T21:01:00.053+08:00

钦敬的故乡 -- 我永远的槟榔屿

家乡槟城今昔，侨民劳碌辛劳，
职守维家，辅幼奉老孝；
万业兴隆高照，昭阳暖和大地，万物朝气蓬勃笼罩。

月夜古井清凉，港巷余光闪耀，
而岸旁渔村舢板，咸水拍打间，无穷魅力，存现于那完美黄金时光；
屋檐灯下，花木向阳；喜蛛结网，喜鹊飞翱。
岸边枝丫立，落叶纷飞，万紫千红；
惟物博地广、风土味、人情味，尽是寒暄声闹。

夕阳枯黄风寒，各家各户，安康无恙
这渔港的温馨与雀跃，温暖了家舍老小
家计甘苦，喜乐悠悠
壮汉讨钱温家，与波浪的搏斗抗争，汗滴泪水，乃幸福的招摇。

那康庄小木村，帆樯林立周遭，
爷爷奶奶、孙儿呵呵笑，家中幽趣笑谈，快乐闪耀，欢腾满家堂。

人面清高，友善亲和，在这美好地方，就让我们尽情高歌长啸！
故乡风味，就让我沉酣，傍居姓周桥。
今天万象美好，快乐与长天笑，日子于乐曲陶，世界果真美好。

~~ END ~~ 作者：小闪星 ~~

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“名姓桥”顾名思义是个姓氏家族麋居的海上村庄，屋基以柱子架起，蔚为奇观。海乾街一带，共有七座姓氏村；姓周桥、姓李桥、姓王桥、姓林桥、姓郭桥、姓杨桥和杂姓桥。那一带的木屋至少有一百年以上了。

此村是于1880年以先贤姓氏各自为名。这里最具特色的首推姓周桥，无论孩童、老人家、小商、渔民和码头装御互人举目尽是。他们的住家就建在海上，以木柱架高，道路和码头一样，都是以木梁搭建，独树一帜。

绕道前往名姓桥的话，就继续沿本头公巷和打铜仔街（GAT LEBUH ARMENIAN）向东行，直至抵达滨水区的海乾街（WELD QUAY）。

-- 摘自某部落格 --

~~ END ~~

Whirling Flamenco...

与马来西亚的夕阳

小故事

The best day?

气候更替的周期

Au Revoir! ~The Diary of Nobita~

病疯了...

可怕的欢呼声...

我的间歇期...

Wishing you... =)

To all my friends and also my followers, Merry Christmas !!! Wishing you one day earlier. I have chosen this songs to present you all. Hope you can like it. Jingle Bell Rock by Charice Pempengco =)

Back to school...

绝望...

Pass or just a fail?

Mine...

学子最想要的梦想

Back to December again...

Speak Now...

百花争艳

躲进快乐的怀抱，冲出有限的空间

In a dance (Part 2)

Graduated, 我毕业了...

Au Revoir !

当初的拥有

*Introspection, Heart-searching, Reflection*

我感触 - 八月份的生活实感

牵线 - 乐谱

生命的氧化与还原

Artistic creation from chinese words

My wish - Dance - Part One

Tick Tock...

Hope

Nothing... The pioneer of everything

My Word In This Holiday...

美好天边...

Cochiti Pueblo Star Story

-- adapted from a collection by Jean Monroe and Ray Williamson

纸星星 ^^

绝迹...

爱情的讲究...

The stars shine brightest only in your eyes.

I hate Monday !!!

平淡

小黑炭

现今的我,今天的我...

纯朴“稻花”香...

我最初的毕业感言

Sleep Earlier than Usual Time !!!

送给“平凡人”

小闪星的虎梦...

五虎声威

Girls Need To Realize

To: SmileyStar...

Neutralization？

超棒的一流发型师

There is nothing in the Sky tonight

My New Spectacle....

Lost... in translation: The dragonboat incident

虚实当歌

Rest In Peace.. My friends...

人的一生

12日学堂星想 ^^

My Holiday Lifetime and Gifting You...

寒气...

2010 奢望过个好年

Alvin and the Chipmunks 2...

特别的日子 开心过圣诞

Human and pigs theories

Christmas EVE...

北京功夫足球

冬至逢年年 汤圆齐家馨

没惊喜..的一份圣诞礼物

温情 - 悦

Georgetown...(14/12)

洁白的沙滩

I did it...

Happy Birthday...

Sim City 4... Our Metropolis...

115个 “笑” 字送给你

我说你行你说你不行你还是行，你依然行

Introspection, Heart-searching, Reflection

特别的日子开心过圣诞

冬至逢年年汤圆齐家馨

Piano Stairs.. Fun Theory